" IM NEVER COMING BACK!!! I PROMISE!! I HATE YOU!!" I yelled at my father. He stared blankly at the wall holding a bottle of whiskey. i walked over quickly to him and threw the bottle across the wall." PUT THE BOTTLE DOWN FOR THE LOVE OF A DUGHTER GOD DAMMITT!!" He got up and grabbed my neck.i could hear my younger siblings crying,screaming actually."LET ME GO!!!" i said. " WELL YOU SHOULDNT HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE U RUINED MY DRINK!!" He yells. my younger siblings are screaming to let mr go." please......let me go....for the little ones...please" i say.i notice im crying.He looks at me.hes angry.he lets out a heavy sigh as he lets go.I gasp for air."im leaving....." i say.i start walking toward the door where my things are
.While my siblings are crying,my sister emma runs toward me. "please dont go! you cant leave us here with him..please...please.." she's sobing.i get on my knees so we can be face to face. "I have to...for awhile...." i say....she's crying an ocean."no...you cant...you cant...." she says. i wipe away her tears." listen to me...listen to everything he tells you to do.....dont disobey....be strong for ethan and brooke....dont you dare cry in front of them...make them think theres nothing to be afraid of...ill come back for you..i promise..." she doesnt seem to except it...shes crying and shaking her head. I get up and kiss ethan whos 6,and brooklynne whos 10. i get hug and kiss emma,whos now 12.i grab my things and start walking out the door.Before i walk out,i say "ill come back for you guys..i promise.." i walk out.i wont look back.i cant.i haer emma screaming " dont go!! come back!!'' i wipe away my tears.
my name is payton rivera
my mom died when i was 15
my father is abusive
and im 18
