Spirited Away 2 ~ Forever Mine

~CHAPTER THREE~ -More hurt than joy-

~Dream sequence~

'Leave! You don't belong here! You're a human and humans don't belong here. Can't you see? . . . That's why our worlds are apart.' cried a voice that is obviously a young man's voice.

'But I don't feel I belong in my world that's why I'm here. . . And I feel at home and right here. . .' I answered back to the voice but I don't know why I said that and what are we talking about.

'You feel right? . . . Right?! Chihiro you'll die here. It's too dangerous here and your only a human. . .'

'Only a human . . .'

'Only a human . . .'

'Only a human . . .'

'Only a human . . .'

'Only a human . . .'

The last words the voice  said echoed in my head. I don't know why but at this words I cried.

'No. . . No . . No, no, no!' I cried between sobs

~End of dream sequence~

"No. . . No. . No!" I cried and sat up.

"Huh? . . . oh a dream. . ." I said while wiping my sweat on my forehead.

It's saturday today so there's no classes.

"Ahhh. . . Another dreadful day. . ." I hate everything. . . Especially my dream earlier. . .

First of all I can't understand  it . . . Secondly I know the voice of the young man in my dream but I can't remember who's voice it; I can't pin point who's voice is it. (You know when you wake up from a dream you don't remember all the details) Lastly. . . I don't know but . . . it . . . it hurts me. . .

I buzzed of that confusing thoughts away from my almost-rotten mind cause I'm already so confused and your gonna add that?! Mamamiya .  .  . I think my head is ready to explode anytime. . .

I lazily got of my bed. . . -__- I also lazily went down stairs. . . I lazily took a bath. . . I lazily dressed. . . I lazily cooked my food. . . I lazily ate my food. . . I lazily brushed my teeth. . . All the things I did. . . I did them lazily -_________________________________-

I was staring at the TV blankly not focusing at the show when my phone rang. . .

It was mom and dad!

They only call rarely if there are occasions. . .

so what is the occasion today? Hmmm. . . Maybe they are planning for my debut (cause my debut is only one 'n a half months away)

Eeek! I'm so excited! What will my debut be like? Hmmmmm. . . Eek! I'm so freakin excited. . .

I answered the call.

"Hello mom, dad." I said while hiding my giggles cause maybe they called for some other reason and that will be so dissapointing and embarassing. . . we don't want that.

"Oh Chihiro darling . . . How are you? Are you okay?" They always say that first -_-

"Yes mom. . . I'm fine. So why did you called?" I answered in an annoyed tone.

"Ahh. . . Chihiro darling. . . ah. . . Your father and I can't go back home this year cause-"

"What?! Again?! Mom you didn't also came back here last year and now AGAIN?!. . . but how about my birthday? It's my 18th birthday and debut . . . Mom its very important. . ." I said while holding back my tears. I don't know what emotions I'm feeling right now. . . I feel anger at the same time I feel sad and dissapointed. .  .   .    .     . and .  .   .    .     . and . . . I dont know. . .