Love Never Dies.

Chapter 3

It has been 3 months since me and Hector confessed our love for each other. He held my hand to and from class, i loved him so much but then i would question if he felt the same. He told me rarely he loved me. I still love him more than myself. He completes me, i know i sound stupid my mom always said to me i'm never gonna find love cause even my own father didn't love me. He did love me, she took me from him. I wanted to live with him i was forced to live with my dumb mother and siblings. I try to talk to him at least once a week. Sometimes he answers then sometimes he doesn't. It's whatever he's living his life and i'm surviving mine. Hector asked me to talk at his house. I went to his house on a Saturday around 3pm. It was cold and i only had a jean jacket and sweats on cause it was cool during the day. I got to his house i called him he then opened the door in his sweats and our bestfriend sweater we got in 9th grade. He brought me to his room he had such an embarrassed face on. He asked me while holding my shoulder. Would you still love me if i tell you a secret? I said "I'll love you forever" he pulled up his sleeve. There were so many cuts and burns i was surprised. He then said all these cuts and bruises remind me of all the times i hurt you and now you know how many things i did to hurt you. I was confused cause he only hurt me once..well that's all i know of is once. He grabbed my hand and said "I've done many things i'm not proud of Emma, i'm not good enough for you. You deserve a man that can treat you right." I asked "What have you done that would hurt me so badly?" He started to hold my hand tighter then he told me what he has done "As you know i'm bisexual..and i kinda was with a guy the last couple weeks. And we kinda had sex..". My world broke down. I asked 'Whos Is He?" He looked at me in an indescribable look then said looking at his feet "It was kevin....". I screamed and walked away from him "WHY HECTOR! MY BROTHER! MY FUCKING BROTHER! You crossed the line Hector. I can't believe you!". He got up and cornered me to the wall "I know i messed up babe. I love you and only you he was nothing i only want you, you're my princess, my everything. Please forgive me". He grabbed my face an started to kiss me, I tried to turn away but i couldn't. I then realized no matter what i'll always love him. He started to slowly move me to his bed. I just stopped kissing him then pushed him onto the bed. We started to kiss as i got ontop of him. He slowly removed my shirt. Then he said "Are you sure you're ready for this?". I been waiting for this moment my whole time knowing you. He started to kiss my neck. I had goosebumps during the whole thing. It was heaven. However right after it i just thought about my brother and him. Should i have done that?