New house. New place. New life. No more waking up to tears and screams. No pot head brother and slutty ass sister to ruin my self-esteem. Its time to start over.
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I looked up at the big blue house that stood before me. I was almost positive that it was the size of my old school back in Carolina. South Carolina if we're being specific. I looked down at my feet and saw Salem rubbing up against them. So far Salem was my only friend but I think we can change that.
Oh Lizzy, my favourite niece in the world! Aunt Lottie said as she walked down the steps connected to the porch.
I cringed at the nickname that she had given me long ago but that was just a blur now.
I looked up to see her standing in front of me. She looked just like Her. Blue eyes, long brown hair that was always tamed. Accept, she was smiling, She would have never done that.
Oh come on darling, give me a hug I don't bite. Aunt Lottie laughed. Before I could say anything she pulled in and squeezed me. She was holding me as if I were a baby and I as stiff as board.
Ever since I moved out of Her house I had no idea how to deal with my emotion. I mean yeah I knew what they were but my brain had somehow gotten used to all the profanities and negative comments that I had forgotten how to feel things. It sounds weird I know, I guess its just like that.
I'm gonna make sure no one hurts you here baby. You're gonna be safe here. I promise. And if I ever, ever break that promise well.....
And at that point Aunt Lottie began to cry. Well, sob more like it and I knew exactly what she was thinking. How could someone who was so loving and caring. Who wouldn't dare hold anything fragile because she was afraid of breaking it. Become a heartless beast in an instant.
I wanted so badly to tell her that I got it too but, even I don't know the true answer too it. And I'm the one who started it all.
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I know I fuckin suck but I mean hey, I've been busy. Anyways, from now on this is my main priority besides school. Hope you guys enjoyed this. One more chapter for tonight and then I will be posting every other day.
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