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Chapter 8 (I want you back)

Y/n P.O.V

I was just staring at the ceiling thinking about that kiss with Dinah. Normani and Camila was on my mind also but not like this. I was curious as to what they were. But this was a mixture of. What does this mean? how will this effect our relationship? does this means she's not straight? does she like me back or was it a mistake? I don't know how to proceed from here.

Eventually I fell asleep. When I woke up Dinah was cuddled into my side. I got from under her without waking her then started to get ready for school. When I came out she was still asleep so I tried to wake her up. Twenty minutes later she finally woke up. While she got ready I made her some breakfast.

I just heated my leftovers from last night. When she got done we ate. This morning was quieter then normal. Our parents had already left and the boys were at school. Plus me and Dinah weren't talking unlike the usual. We weren't ignoring each other just we were both in A LOT OF THOUGHT.

I picked up Lauren per usual and drove to school. Its a pretty cloudy day. I think it might rain later. We met up with the gang and everyone seemed tired except for the usual Ally and Camila also Zendaya. She wasn't preppy like Als and Mils but she was normal.

"hey can we talk before class? I really need to speak with you" Jasmine appeared from behind me.

"yeah, uh okay" I sort of stuttered. Its been a long time since I've even talked to her. To be completely honest I missed her. Not only as a companion but also as a friend. She dragged me into a empty classroom.

"look Y/n" she started. "I miss you soooo much. And they way things use to be. You know how I was before we met. But you changed everything. And when you kissed my me the world came to a stop and I finally felt worthy of love I felt worthy of life I had a reason to wake up in the morning and a reason to sleep at night I had a reason to be careful when crossing roads or walking along the edges of cliffs I had a reason to feel human and from the beginning it was always you because for the first time I felt the seemingly indestructible emptiness inside me vanish and I swear it was never coming back until the day that you didn't. What I'm trying to say is please give me another chance. I know I fucked up bad" she was in full tears by the end of her touching speech. But I don't know if I could do that to her if I had a chance with Dinah.

"I don't kn-" she cut me off by getting on her tipy toes and smashing her lips against mine in a passionate kiss. I can't lie. I missed her kisses but Dinah was ten times better. I pulled away but before I could say anything she interjected.

"you don't have to give me an answer now. But please think about it" she said with pleading eyes. I just nodded.

"but I at least have to tell you. There's a 85% chance that I'm not saying yes. I gotta be honest with you and I already like someone" I told. I can't lie to her or leave her in the dark I'd feel bad.

"okay, if it doesn't work out, I'd be more then happy to be your backup. Just please think about it" I nodded she pecked me on the lips before walking out. I walked back to the group deep in thought.

"hey can we talk" I asked Dinah. She didn't seem happy or tired anymore she seemed sad and disappointed. But from what? I have no idea. But I don't like it.

The bell rung so we all went to class. While we were in class I texted Dinah.

To Díonce- hey what's wrong? You seem a little down.

Dìonce- nothing. Just tired that's all.

To Dìonce- okay.