The Seven Month Trial (Sequel to SDD)

Epilogue: The Final Page

“I’ll fucking kill you! I swear that I’ll rip out your intestines and nail them to the wall you stupid fucking husband!” I screamed as another contraction hit me.

Andy’s face was pale as a freshly bleached sheet while I crushed his hand, “Babe I love you and I know you don’t mean that. Now breathe!” He replied.

“I-AH!- Oh god just get this kid out of me right now!”

“Mrs. Biersack please start taking deep breaths! You’re not dilated enough for your child to be delivered yet so please bear with me and breathe.” The obstetrician said. 

“Oh god! I’m going to die, I’m going to fucking die!” I wailed.

 The pain I felt at this moment was the worst ever.  Truly there are no words to describe childbirth because even being ripped in half is milder than this. I truly believed that I was going to die here in this emergency room delivering my baby.

“How dilated is she?” CC asked as he held my other hand. He had previously worked in a hospital and had some idea of what the doctors spoke of.

“She’s about eight and a quarter dilated. To be able to deliver the baby we need her at ten inches.”

The midwife came over and wiped my forehead of the sweat beading on there, “You’re doing wonderful sweetie, don’t worry. Before long you’ll be done and have a beautiful child to show for it.” She cooed.

“Gah I want to kill you so much Andrew!”

“I love you! I swear that whatever you want after this it’s yours.” He promised.

“I want your head on a platter!”

“I said after all of this!”

                I felt my contractions getting closer together and the obstetrician said something which I’m guessing that it was now time to deliver the baby. I gripped Andy and CC’s hands tighter hoping in the back of my mind that they should feel some of the pain that I was. I heard groans of pain but they smartly said no words.

                The heart monitors they had hooked me up to where completely going haywire. The midwife spoke in comforting, clipped sentences just behind me while the obstetrician was telling me that he would explain when I needed to push. Sweat stung my eyes as it dripped off of my forehead and I felt pain, nothing but pain. I was so over this.  A wave of pain hit me once again as my contractions got closer together.

“Alright push!” The obstetrician instructed.

I pushed as well I could but the pain increased, causing a scream to rip out of my throat and my grip tighten.

“Alright relax!”

Immediately I attempted to relax but the pain was still there. Pained tears fell from my eyes.

“Push!”

Groaning I pushed again and yet again the pain was even worse, I wanted to just pass out to get rid of this pain.

Andy leaned down so his mouth was by my ear, “You’re doing great Senna, just keep this up and soon enough Nico will be here. I love you so much, come on, you can do this.”

“Okay now relax.” The obstetrician cut in.

Each time we repeated this process the more painful it was until suddenly I was done. The pain was so intense that my vision was filled with white. I screamed as loud as I could to attempt to get rid of the built up pain but it did no good. Everything was blocked out, it was a s if my body had gone off line. I heard nothing and everything was white. I couldn’t feel myself grabbing onto anyone but what I did know was that the pressure and pain I’d felt was gone.

All of the pain and really all of my emotions were gone. The only thing was bliss after agony. I felt like I was floating in a calm stream after a wicked storm. Everything was completely still and there were no problems. 

Yet a shrill cry brought me out of that river of bliss back into painful reality.

                Forcing my eyes to open I saw the midwife handing a bundle wrapped in pink to Andy who brought it over to me. His eyes looked glassy as he handed the little bundle of blankets to me. Taking note of who this was I felt tears in my eyes, “Hello there… Nico…” I whispered; my voice thick with emotion.

“What is her name?” The midwife asked as she readied the documentation.

“Nico Gimini Biersack.” Andy answered for me.

“Alrighty, we’ll put Mrs. Biersack in a more comfortable room and do some simple tests to make sure that little Nico will be alright. They should be good to go home in a matter of a few days.”

The doctors took Nico back and I lulled off into a peaceful, drug induced sleep.

***

                Today was the day. Both Shuffle Punk and Black Veil Brides had decided to do a jamboree concert in California to celebrate mine and Andy’s daughter.  At first we were a bit afraid to bring her to a concert but we also didn’t want to leave her alone so soon; after all, our daughter was just a few months old. Of course Andy was, in my mind, convinced that I had turned to porcelain and couldn’t do anything for myself. He was very doting on Nico and made sure that everything was already done for me so that I didn’t have to lift a finger. In fact he treated me like a queen. 

As soon as we had shown up the crowd had gone wild before we’d even started our very first song. Sammi stood side stage with Tessa, Nico in her arms. Our beautiful blue-eyed baby was giggling the entire time while both Andy and I sang on stage. Of course we had her wearing protective ear-gear but it look like she was living it up, it was the cutest thing I think I’d ever seen.

                Our last song finished and Andy took over the main mike, “Hey there how are all of you doing?” My ramped up husband yelled into the microphone. Everyone yelled something different and it mixed into an incoherent blur of words. “Well then, my lovely wife and I have someone we’d like you all to meet! Give it up for our daughter Nico!” He called out.

                I walked back to side stage and gently relieved Sammi of Nico. At the sight of me Nico let out a happy gurgle and lifted her arms to grasp my hair. Laughing at the antics of my daughter I held her close as Sammi, Tessa, Nico, and I made our way back out there. I smiled happily as I walked onto the stage with little Nico in my hands.

                There was a collect ‘Awww!’ from the crowd which I laughed at. Andy smiled bright as he kissed me on the cheek and took Nico from my arms. Nico giggled as her grabbed onto her daddy’s hair, pulling it roughly, “Ouch! Easy there Nico! Daddy’s hair isn’t for pulling!” He said in a light tone. Nico only giggled at him.

I grabbed the mike, “Aren’t they cute?” I laughed.

                There was a collective amount of pictures being taken by the crowd and even Sammi took a few for the scrap book she was making for Nico. I laughed once more as Sammi ordered for a family photo. Standing next to Andy with Nico in my arms I smiled at the camera. As the photos were taken I couldn’t help but think that I was lucky. I had a wonderful daughter, a loving husband, and an awesome family in general. It was a lot of work to get where I was now but it was all worth it, I wouldn’t change a single thing about my life.

The pictures were done and I turned to Andy, “By the way, how do you feel about two kids?”

He paled, “You’re not….”

I smirked.