Torn in Two//5sos

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OMG please comment if you ship Amber with Luke or Ashton... I don't know were I should lead
this fanfic, thank you(:

Luke's P.O.V

" Luke sure knows a lot about ladies, i wonder where he gets it from." Amber didn't realize how much these simply words meant to me, nobody does. As amber put her violin back in its case I took this time to promptly wipe the trickles of tears streaming down my face. That atrocious day has haunted me for months. We were young, reckless, and stupid. I didn't think much of anything I said back then.

FLASHBACK

" Luke I love you, I know we've been hiding our relationship for the better, I know how my parents would react to me dating a guy, especially after all the years I spent in mental hospital, but you have a tremendous benefit on me. I can feel it, every time i'm near you my heart pounds a million times faster. I've been so much better since you stumbled into my life. I finally feel free, accepted and alive. All this because of you Lukey, I love you." Danielle whispered into my ear while we were watching a movie in my room. We were both drunk and half naked lying in my queen size bed. Nobody was home, and my lights were off, dimming the entire room. Danielle looked up at me, and even in the dark, her beautiful blue eyes shone bright, but something was off, tears started to outline her eyes as she pushed my chest. " I SAID I LOVE YOU LUKE !!!" She practically screamed, but I didn't care. I selfishly took a swing of my 5th beer and shrugged my shoulders. " Babechill,we aren't even inarelationship. No need forthis loveydoveyshit." I disgustingly slurred. Danielle quickly wobbled out of my bed started to collect her clothes and belongings off the ground while whimpering, trying to hide the fact that she was crying. I absolutely loved this about her. How strong her personality was. When she was hurting most,she'd hide it for she thought it was a sign of weakness. Once her clothes were on, and she held all of her possessions in her arm she cried," Well if I don't matter, i'm sure your baby doesn't either." Danielle whimpered while pointing at her stomach. She shot me a look of disgust, Danielle stormed out of my room before I could respond. I didn't do anything about it though, my drunk, ignorant self went to sleep instead. I told myself i'd talk everything through with Danielle the next day ....... But little did i know, there would be no next day. I was awoken with vicious knocking on my front door. Then shortly afterwards greeted by policemen coming to question me......... but on what ? I didn't do anything wrong, no crimes committed, no nothing. But then they showed me pictures, pictures I never expected to see in my life. Danielle's neck tied with a rope that was attached to her basements ceiling. Her small fragile  legs were dangling freely. Then it hit me. Danielle committed suicide, because of me. Not only was she gone, but so was my unborn child !!A few days later her funeral took place, and I went. Her parents looked down at me in disgust, and her older brother started throwing his fits at my face. But I didn't move, didn't back away. I know I deserved every punch Ashton threw at my face, there was no denying that.

FLASHBACK ENDS

We were back in our cabin now, Amber was already curling her hair as I took a towel from our room and headed for the bathrooms. I turned on the microscopic shower and let it heat up before stepping in. Once in,  I let the steaming water run down my naked body as I replayed that gruesome day over and over again. I felt disgusted, and ludicrous for the shameful things I told Danielle. I let my emotions get the best of me as I started bawling my eyes out, blending them with the water splashing from the shower head. Crying in the shower was always the best, no one could hear you and you left with no signs of tears. They would all be washed away.

I rinsed my body with my Axe body wash, yes I use Axe, and wrapped my bare thighs with the towel I brang earlier. Walking back into my room,  I saw Amber in front of the small closet mirror looking over her outfit. She had on a skin tight black dress that revealed her entire back and stopped right below her ass. It came down to her knee caps and looked fucking amazing on her. I let out a harmonized whistle which caused Amber to turn her head. " Oh Luke," She stumbled her cheeks flushing a bright pink color. " You look beautiful, the dress really suits you." I grinned breaking the awkward tension. " Really you think so ?" She questioned, " I think I should just wear shorts and a tee instead. " No," I retorted in a low voice, " It looks amazing trust me,but now,you have to help me pick out my outfit." I smiled . Amber automatically opened the closet door and started flicking through all my clothes. She furrowed her brows in the cutest way while holding out my white Calvin Klein button down, " Hmm, I think this shirt with these pants would look good," She responded holding out the white  shirt and my black ripped skinny jeans I wore earlier. " Sounds good, thanks Amber for your professional outfit picking skills." I chuckled while retrieving the clothes and poking Amber's cheek. Wow you poked her cheek, nice going Luke, that always gives of the best impression. " Go change you silly, and hurry up!" she half whined half giggled. I held my hands up in defence and walked back to change.

Amber's P.O.V

I've got to admit, Luke looked amazingly good in the outfit i picked out for him. He came back to the room and opened his hair gel that was resting on the top of his cabinet, " Okay just 5 more minutes I gotta style this baby." He winked pointing up at his hair. Luke stood in front of the mirror closet I was at moments before and applied a thin coat of the gel into his hands before spreading it evenly throughout his hair. " You missed a spot," I informed Luke as he closed his gel bottle." Where?" He panicked running his hands wildly through his hair trying to fix it, but in reality he was messing it up worse. " You messed up your quiff and still managed to miss the piece!" I giggled while running my fingers gently above Luke's hair. " There, all better." I claimed smiling up at Luke.

He chuckled and nodded his head in amusement. " Let's go Amber, were already 30 minutes late." Luke replied, grabbing my hand and intertwining our fingers. He gave me a gentle squeeze while smiling down at me. Well this is something I definitely could get used to.

WOAH, now you know why Ashton hates Luke...(: I hoped you guys liked this, I'm sorry for any grammar mis-functions. But yeah, I hope you like it , PLEASE Vote and comment who do you ship, LUMBER or ASHBER ? Or come up with another ship name because mine sucks(:

~Anna