Im sorry... Please forgive me..

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//Pilot's POV//
I ran after Artsy every moment when I thought of him I regretted every word I've said to him... I know he had a depression problem those were one of the things he said when I first meet him... fuck! And I screwed everything up! Gah! I'm so stupid! I looked around for him as I breathed heavy.

"ARTSY!! *pant* WHERE ARE YOU?!?" I stayed quiet hoping to hear his sweet voice. I walked around as I looked for him. After awhile I heard sniffling so I quietly walked to the sound of it.

"H-Hes right... I-I am a whore...." he choked between his sobs. I slowly shook my head disagreeing with every word he said 'No your not... I'm just stupid for saying that... ugh what's wrong with me?...' I started to hear little giggles come out of his mouth.

//Artman's POV//
I should just give up on life... no one would even notice that I'm gone.. yeah I should just end my life now while I still have the chance! I began to giggle like a physco.

"Y-Yeah! I should j-just end my life now!" I began to laugh as I started to walk away
"I better hurry before-"
I felt something wrap around my waist and pull me close. I blushed a dark shade of red and turned my head to see Pilot.

//Pilot's POV//
He wants to what?!... this is all my fault!!.. I noticed him walk away. 'Crap! Crap! Crap! What do I do?! He can't kill himself!!' I immediately hugged him from behind not knowing what I was doing. I notice him look at me surprised

"...P-Please.... D-Dont....." he looked away and hung his head low.
".... p-p-please let g-go pilot...." he said in a sad tone but that only made me tighten my grip and pull him closer. I shook my head

"N-No..."
"P-Pilot.... p-please..."
"I'm sorry Artsy... please forgive me... I didn't mean any of it...." he stood there shocked yet silent.

//Artman's POV//
'He's... he's sorry?.... no... no he's not.. he's just messing with my emotions... he just feels pity on me...' I looked down to my feet as I argued with my thoughts.

"Artsy please forgive me... I'm sorry I truly am...." he rested his head near my neck. 'Aw... poor pilot..maybe... he really is sorry..' I sighed and turned so that our chests were against each other and I looked up at him with bright red cheeks. He looked down at me surprised and blinked.

"...A-Are you really sorry?.... or are y-you just messing with m-me?..."
"I-Im really sorry Artsy!" I looked at him with relieved eyes and smiled.
"T-Then I forgive you Pilot" His face beamed with joy
"R-Really?!?" I nodded as I kept smiling. 'I could never be mad at my Pilot... I love him to much..' He laughed and picked me up as he twirled me. I laughed even though I was shocked to see him this happy. 'Maybe he does love me.... but he just doesn't know it yet....' I smiled even bigger at the thoughts. 'I just know he loves me...'

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