Dear Diary

Entry 2: First love

Suddenly I hear a familiar voice behind me.

And I took a glance at the familiar voice,

And I saw HIM.

My first love.

(Flashback)

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December 4, 2010

Dear Diary,

Today, I spent most of my time at school.
And honestly, I dont have any permanent friends,

So I usually spend time with just anyone. Lol

I was trying to find HIM.

My first love. My first suitor. My first ever boyfriend.

He made me feel so complete. He gave me alot of butterflies in my stomache.

Just a glimpse of him makes me feel high.

I never felt this way before.

Like ever!

I am so excited to see him, and I tried to find him all day.

but I didn't. :(

I wanted to text him but I forgot to bring my phone. How unlucky. Lol

So i decided to go home.

And as soon I got home, I wished he'd text me, so I oppened my phone and checked it. And

Waaaaaah, omg he really did.

I was very excited to open his text.

I thought it was something special.

But,

It wasn't.

From: Bae ❤

Hey Sei, It was nice having you as my girl.. but I just have to end everything between the both of us. I fell inlove with another girl. I'm sorry. Its over. Were over.

I can't believed he just broke up with me..

After 3 months that we've spent together, it ended up on nothing?

I didn't shed a tear, and I didn't tried to stop him from breaking up with me.

but yet it hurts. Damn!

I was trying not to let my tears fall, because I don't wanna cry over a boy.

And out of the blue,
I decided to reply,

Unconciously, I typed those words and sent it to him.

To: Bae ❤

Its okay. Be happy :) I had fun. For the last time, I love you. Bye.

And as soon as I sent that..

I felt that a tear fell out from my eye,

and then came another.

And

After that,

Everything went black.

( end of flashback )

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His name was Cris, and I dont care about him anymore,

Soooo....

"Strike, let's go him baby"

I stood up and went away with my pal without glancing on him.

I wont mind him. He's just a pain in the butt. Tsss and plus I had moved on already. ^____^

As soon as we got home,

My mom greeted me at the front door.

"Hey baby, hows your day? Oh hey strikey strikeyyy!"

"Hey mom, im kinda tired right now. I'm gonna go upstairs" I kissed my mom on her cheeks in went upstairs.

Well i am really tired.

And as I went inside my room, I jumped into my bed and

Soon fell asleep..