Dear Diary

Entry 3: The caller

September 20, 2011
Dear diary,

Today was just a normal day for me. Doing all the same things everyday.

Reminscing about my pasts.

And how stupid I am for falling inlove with the guy who has a girlfriend.

And for breaking them apart.

And it's too late before I realized It was my fault that they broke up.

And I hate myself for that.

And I hate that I let myself drown in his stupid lies.

And I hate myself. Really really hate myself.

I loved him too much and its been two years, I still love him.

And everytime I hear sad songs,

It reminds me of him.

Such a waste of time. I am very stupid. He was my second ex boyfriend.

Who was my bestfriend's ex boyfriend too.

And he was my first kiss.

And everytime I remember it, I just wanna take my lips off away my body. Ughhh!

I really regretted everything.

I hate myself. Why can't I control my heart? Ughh.

Tssss. Enough of that dramas.

I decided to go to the mall cause I got bored.

And then,

*now playing: Born this way*

That's my ring tone.

Someone is calling.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket, and check if who's it. But twas an unknown number.

I was curious so I answered it.

"Umm, hello? May I know if who is this?"

"Oh hey, are you Sei?" The voice from the other line said. Well Twas a guy.

Omg who is this.

"Um, but please let me know your name first."

Tssss.

"I'll text it to you."

"Why bother tex--------"

I havent finished what I am supposed to say because he ended the call.

Ughh. He has no manners. It got me pissed off. Bigtime. -_-

*toot toot*
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