Chapter 11

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Claire's POV

Today was the day. Nicks funeral. Darelle has spent everyday with us staying by my side all the time. I have only seen Jammie a few times since the news of his death. She seems to be okay. She keeps to her self and sometimes she will go on long walks at night. Its hard to believe its been two months since he passed.

Today everyone will be going over to Nicks house after the funeral. I looked at my alarm clock siting on my desk it was 7:00. I could hear people out in the kitchen so I decided to go take a look. When I walked into the kitchen I was greeted by the faces or Jason and Steven.

"Look who's finally awake." Darelle said

"Sorry about that. Its nice to see you guys." They both gave me a hug. Then we all sat down at the table. But Jammie wasn't here with us.

"Have you guys seen Jammie."

"She went for a walk. After we got here." Jason said He looked a little sad.

"Oh Okay."

We all sat around the table talking for a little bit. It was nice we all laughed and had a great time. About on hour later Jammie returned home with coffees for everyone. She put them on the table then took hers and went to her room. I took a look at my phone we had to be at the cemetery.

"Guys we have to get ready." They all looked down at there phone or watches. I headed of to my room and pulled out my only black dress form my closet. I also pulled out Darelle's suit and laid it on the bed.

After getting dressed I walked out into the kitchen and sat at the table a few minutes later Jammie came out and sat at the table with me. It was awkwardly quiet as we sat there not talking to each other. I couldn't help it anymore.

"How are you doing." I asked I need this silence to be over with.

"I'm fine." She mumbled 

Just then Darelle walked out in his suit ready to go. We headed down to the car me and Darelle road together while Jammie took her own car.


Jammies POV

After I split from them and was in my own car I cried I have been perfectly fine me and Redd have been texting everyday and he has been helping me feel better but now I cant help but cry. I turned the music up really loud to try and drowned out my tears.

When I got to the cemetery everyone was already there. I looked at my phone. I wasn't late but everyone was super early. I parked my car and walked over to the group of people. On the way there people talked to me and said how sorry they were for me.

I couldn't help but remember the vision I had about today. I went crazy and killed innocent people and then I attacked Darelle. I couldn't help but fear what was going to happen I didn't want to lose control. I don't want to hurt people but the rage I felt during it was pure and it was all directed towards him.

He told me why he couldn't stop it and I understand but my mind wont forgive and neither will my heart.

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Another short chapter sorry I've been so preoccupied. IM SO SORRY.

~ Love Maddie


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