The Blue Star (Peter Pan Fanfic) OUAT

Apologies

Chapter 50

*Solstice*

At least a week has gone by, and I haven't even spoken to Baelfire. I'll peak over at him when I know he isn't looking, but every time I do, all the pain comes back. Curiously Wendy has kept her distance from Baelfire and has been hanging out with Archer. I wonder why...

I was now in my hut brooding. I didn't want to go outside anymore. It was all too cheery outside, and green.

I once thought Baelfire was my happy ending, was I wrong? Or was it all wishful thinking? I wanted to talk to Baelfire again, but I wasn't sure how he felt.

"He moved on. Forget about him."

I groaned at the sound of Cale's voice. I plopped onto my bed, face first and screamed into the pillow. I couldn't sleep; in fact I couldn't sleep much anymore. The nights were grim reminders of my problems.

Suddenly there was a silent knock on my door which brought me back to reality. I got up and proceeded to open it when I saw Bae standing there. My breath hitched at the sight of him. He looked like he hadn't slept in a week.

"Please don't slam the door in my face." He winced,

I leaned up against the door frame, "what do you want?"

"Can I come in? I've been dying to talk to you; but you won't give me the time of day anymore..."

I swallowed the lump in my throat. I nodded slightly and let him inside.
Once I shut the door Bae started to speak. "I need to apologize. I'm sorry. But please believe me when I say that nothing happened." He carefully walked closer to me, putting his hands on my shoulders.

I winced at his touch. I didn't want him to touch me. Not now.

His eyes fell as he saw my response. "Look, you can yell, scream, and even throw things at me! Just please, don't shut me out. I can't live without you."

I swallowed hard, choking on my own tears. "I gave you my heart Bae, and you crushed it. And every time I think about it, I feel my heart breaking. That's why I wanted to die, I couldn't fight it any longer." Tears streamed down my eyes now, "I-I loved you. And I still do. But I can't go through this again!"

"Shhh," Bae silenced my sobs, "I know. All I'm asking for in one last chance." He slowly cupped my face in his hands, swiping away my tears. "I love you and always will." He whispered softly to me.

I couldn't help myself; I broke down into sobs. All my anger, hurt, and shame came rushing through me, daring to take control. Bae held me in his arms, shushing me and saying everything was going to be okay.

In that moment, I forgave him. I forgave him for everything. He was always there for me when others were not. Yes he made mistakes but everyone does. At that moment I gave him another chance.

I looked up at him with tear stained cheeks. I spoke; "I'm sorry."

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