Flames of Love

Pain and Suffering

Just wanted to let you guys know this is still apart of Lucy's past life just in case of any confusions. But enough of me lets enjoy the story. *grabs popcorn*

"Oh.. Huh!?! Where am I!? What is this!!!?"
I looked over my shoulder and seen a man sharpening a knife. What the hell!!! I need to get out of here!
"Where's Malani?!"
He just stared at me bluntly. I was getting aggravated so I asked again with more force.
"Where. Is. Malani!! Did I stutter?
"You just never shut up do you?"
"Excuse me?"
"Did I stutter"
How dare he use MY comeback. In situations like this I would be crying, scared to death, or yelling for help. But I don't know what these guys are capable of so I have to stay strong.
My wrists and ankles were chained to the ceiling spread apart. I don't even stretch so this was killing me. If I slip my hands out I would fall to the floor face first or break my legs. If I slip my ankles out then my collar bone my shift considering I can't do a single pull up. Who knew gym would come in handy. This is just perfect. I'm alone and stuck. When a bell rang the guy stood up.
"Well Ms Lucy. It's time for our lesson to begin."
"Lesson?"
He took off the robe that surrounded my body and started taking pictures. I was afraid. But I didn't want to show it.
"I'm almost done. You're a natural."
I spit out at him and I hit his forehead. He wiped it off and grabbed a paddle.
"In here... Bad girls get punished"
Punished!? What! I was then kicked out of my thoughts by a sharp pain from behind. It hurt so bad. The more force he used the more I screamed and cried.
"Yes... Yes.. That's a good girl. Now say I'm a bad girl."
"Never..."
That one last strong, hard, forceful whack shot right up my spine. It hurt so much I gave in.
"*cries* okay okay *sniffles* I'm a bad girl. Please stop"
He whacked me again
"AAAAAAH"
"Who told you to add that last part. I'll stop when I want to stop"
All of a sudden the Bell rang again.
"Looks like your next teacher will be coming. You got lucky this time"
All I could do was cry. Mom.. Im so sorry. You probably don't know where I am. But just know I didn't fail you... I didn't. My crying turned into sobs but they were soon cut off by a man walking through the door. He had a bag of 'toys'.
"You look drained..."
A small chuckle escaped his nose
"Well get ready because it's only gonna get worse."
I once said those words. To my dad. Now I see how he felt. How could I say those things to him... He was only trying to protect me. I'm such a jerk.
"Silly me for not introducing myself. My name is Noraman. Im in charge of measuring how much you climax. Nerves that you never new you had will be triggered."
He lifted my head and started kissing me with way to much tongue. I didn't like where this was headed. With out any warning he stuck all five inside me.
"Please stop"
"Why should I?"
"B-Because this is gross."
"Well it's not meant to be fun"
He pulled out and unchained me. This was my chance to run. But I couldn't. Everything hurt I had no strength. He laid my stomach on the desk and started going at it with me. This violation. I'll never get married when I get older. I'm not a Virgin anymore. Tears started escaping my face. He then stopped and whispered something cruel in my ear.
"You better stop crying and moan like you like it or I whip you. He wrapped the whip around my throat.
" understand"
"Y-yes."
"And call me daddy"
What!? This can't be happening right now. I wanna go home. He started thrusting and I had no choice but to moan. Or else he would whip me.
"I can't hear you"
"Aaahh~~ yes daddy give me more"
I feel so dirty. If I ever marry my husband would want to divorce me because of this. I can't tell the truth to who ever it may be. They'd think I'm disgusting and never talk to me again.
"Clench tighter"
"Aaaah~~ I can't"
"Who's your daddy?"
"You are.. You are"
After one deep thrust he came inside me. It felt disgusting. I felt violated in so many ways. From then on I had four teachers. One who punished me, one who violated me, one who forced me to speak dirty, and one who force me to train to improve my sex life. This went on for three years and consited of eight hours everyday. Here I am now 18 years old getting raped and tortured, missing out a normal teenage life. But that all changed when I found a way to get out. When all my violators were gone I slipped my feet out first. And eventually my hands did the same. I haven't eaten anything all these years. The only thing keeping me alive is sex. It's disgusting. I slowly opened the door and slipped out. From there I searched for Malani. I found her three doors down. I opened the door and seen her laying on the floor. She looked just as bad as me. I grabbed her arm.
"Come on.. I'm gonna get you out of here"
"No Lucy"
"Huh!?!"
"I wanna stay?"
"What! Why!?"
"Because this is fun, and besides Noraman is my husband."
"You have got to be kidding me!"
"Just go.. This is my life and I can live it how I want"
"But I don't wanna leave you... Please stop talking nonsense and come with me"
"No! I'm getting paid and we're starting our own toy company one day"
I walked out and ran as fast as I could. How could she say those things! Is she crazy. I finally found a door and it lead go Mongolia streets. I've never been so happy to see the outside world in my life. I bolted home trying to get as far away from this place as possible. When I arrived my house look a wreck and my dad was laying on the couch. I never remembered mom and him ever getting into fights. I shook him an he opened his eyes slowly.
"Lucy?" He grunted "is that you?"
"Yes"
Expecting to get a hug he just got up and threw two duffle bags at me.
"Get out!"
"What!?"
"You heard me"
"But why? Where's mom?"
"She's..... Dead"
My hand covered my mouth as I fell to the floor.
"You were gone for three years.. THREE. the 4th week you never showed through those doors your mother grew worried. She was stressing to much. She cried every night, all day, hoping you would show. About a year past and your mother's heart couldn't bear the pain. She died of a heart attack. You should feel happy with yourself."
"It's not my fault..."
"Then who's is it?"
A silence fell between us. I couldn't tell him. Those guys could go after him or worse me.
"That's what I thought. Take your bags and get the hell out"
I grabbed them and slammed the door. I have no family. No friends. And no where to go. The only thing covering me were my ripped up shorts and this filthy bra. I walked all day crying and searching for a place to go. But all I received were disgusting stares. As the cold evening surrounded me I finally found a house. Well sort of. It looked more like a cottage with a tree growing through it. I limped to the door tired and cold. A few knocks and the door was open.
"Hello! Does any one live here?"
"I turned on the switch that lit multiple candles on the wall. But to my surprise the house was a mess. Thinking no one lived there I sat my bags In the room and started cleaning, cooked and had leftovers, took a nice shower, and fell asleep. Man it felt good to sleep in an actual bed.

I found myself living in this house for a year. Keeping it well clean and paying off bills with the small job that I had. I wound up going back to school and graduating with my degrees. It wasn't that hard but it took all nighters and a lot of work. I put more furniture in the house. But I kind liked the old furniture so I kept it. Something about this house makes me feel protected and safe. I decided to look around more. There was another room with clothes that looked something like yukatas. Except with one sleeve. The were black with gold trimmings. I decided to where one. It smelled rather good and felt comfortable. I walked to the kitchen and started preparing food until I heard the door open.
"Oi happy something smells good are you cooking?"
"Natsu. How am I cooking and I'm flying right next to you?"
"Oh right?"
I hid behind the breakfast bar hoping they wouldn't find me. But I guess I was wrong.
"*Sniff, Sniff*"
"What's wrong Natsu?"
"Someone's here"
I heard footsteps coming toward me and before I new it he stood in front of me. He had salmon hair and handsome green eyes. There was a flying blue cat by him. I've never seen anything like this before.
"Who the hell are you"
"Oh um.. Me I was just.. Leaving"
"I tried standing but I kept slipping over myself"
"Need help"
"No I'm fine"
I started walking towards the door until he grabbed my arm.
"Hey let me go!!"
"That's mine"
"What is?"
He raised a brow and looked at what I had on.
"So you live.. Here"
"Yep! I'm Natsu and this is Happy!"
"Aye!"
"Oh. Well I'm sorry for intruding."
"I'll be on my way then" I took off the cloak and laid in on the chair. I had on a pair of short shorts and a tank top.
"Looks like you've been keeping this place in tip top shape"
"Well.. Yeah I figured no one lived here"
"How long have you been staying here?"
"A year"
"We've been gone that long happy!?"
"Apparently"
"So why are you here!?"
I can't tell him that!! He'd kick me out. I decided to go the shortest route. Tell him the truth. But not the Truth.
"I have no where else to go! I was kicked out of my home."
"Why?"
"Let's just say I don't have the best relationship with my dad"
"Well how about this. You can live here until we find you an apartment of your own. Deal"
I started at him. He isn't like the other guys. I don't feel like he would hurt me in any way, shape, or form. I let off a small smile and agreed.
"Deal."
He introduced me to my first actual family. Fairy Tail. I was nervous because of what I've been through but it was nice to share feelings. I could be myself around everyone. I followed under my mom's footsteps and learned crystal spirit magic. I love them all. Over the years I've earned new ones. Gemini embarrasses me and Aquarius is my best friend. I've known her ever since I was a kid. Even if she is mean to me. I know she doesn't mean any harm.
I couldn't have been happier. Everything was perfect. Everything was different. Everything... Felt like home.

Natsu's POV
"WHAT!! why didn't she tell me any of this? Why did I have to read to find out. I screwed up. I need to find her."
It's been a year since Lucy has gone missing. No trace of her has been found. I made a mistake and slept with Lissana. But I never felt any thing towards her. I've searched everywhere for Lucy. I've been drinking excessively. Cutting everyone out. Lucy... I know I am an ass for treating you like I did that day. I just need you here. With me. I can't take this any more. My life isn't complete. Please... Come back.