As I sit and look at the water flow it brings me to a peace of mind. On my days out I don't go to the mall or movies ,I sit in an isolated area all to my self . This has been my special place since I was young nobody knows where it's at . As I stare a the water I take my dairy and write patience is the key ..... I always wonder why my parents weren't their or why Ray beats me and belittles me, or why my best friend died or why God put me in these situations. Is it because I don't pray enough, or I'm not pretty enough, am I not love able. Some days I wish I could be free of everything . Free of fear , Free of hurt , Free of pain , Free of disappointment , and mostly Free of this abuse I labeled as love. I walked to my car and look at myself in the mirror, was this the girl I was raised to be or did society change me ? I wiped the few tears that feel down my face. Either I'm going to change the world or the world will change me
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Teen FictionNobody said life would be easy but there's always a good ..... It's always been that way
