I Need The Gap

The Plan

A picture of Megan at the top
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Some people love their bodies others hate them and try to change it as much as possible. I was one of those people , who tried to change their body as much as possible . It started out when I looked in my mirror and looked at a picture of a girl. I wanted to be just like her and all of the tumblr girls. Who were the pictures of perfection.

The girls who had " IT" at my school were made fun of, ignored , and bullied. Now they ruled the school. Because they had the picture of perfection that everyone else wanted. Even the Gems, ( who were previously popular) , where forgotten . And were as low as the nerds, geeks, and book worms. I knew I had to be at the top. And with just a bit of time, I could be. And the only thing I needed was, the Gap.

I then started to compare myself to the girl in the Victoria's Secret magazine. She had blonde hair (typical) , and blue eyes. I had brown hair and blue eyes. Her face was flawless, mine was blooming with pimples left and right. She was a size 2 I'm a size 9. I'm 5'6 she's 5'10 . The girl was slim I was fat. She was perfect I was not. I looked up on Google on what to do to get the Gap. I first looked on WikiHow.com.

It says that the gap is genetic. I cursed under my breath. " Bullshit" . I closed the website, becoming deaf it's lies and fiction. I knew that if the internet couldn't give me answers I'd have to get it from the Gap queen herself. Melissa Jackleson. But I knew it was impossible her email box was filled with questions 24/7 and it would take a month to be answered.

I didn't want to wait that long, so I looked back on the internet. I then found this Gap plan made by a girl named "GapPrincess227" on Pinterest.

The first thing she had was a set of rules:

"Always eat less than 900 a day
Never miss a day of exercise
Always ignore your cravings
You CANNOT eat if you already had over 900 calories
Only wear skinny jeans
Never quit
Love your new body"

I read and memorized these rules and wrote them on my wall with a permanent marker. Then covered it up with a picture of perfection. The picture that I wanted to be. After a few hours my room was decorated with my inspiration. Victoria's Secret models in thier perfection painted my walls.

Along with models from Macy's, JC Penny, and a bunch of other franchises. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a knock on my door. It was my older sister Vanessa. " Its time for dinner , Megan " she said with a slight smile on her face. " Why are you so happy, Vanessa? " I asked.

She giggled like a perky school girl in response, then turned and closed the door. I then decided that I would start GapPrincess227's plan today. And I'm pretty sure I've already went over 900 calories. So I decided that no matter what was made for dinner, I would not eat it.