This is a preview of my next chapter. I'll do previews when writing a chapter takes longer than expected
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It's been two weeks since I started that thigh gap plan, and so far I've only lost 1.5 pounds. My thighs are constantly burning from the exercise and my hunger is all over the place. Every day I've looked in the mirror to see a change. Nothing. Just the same thighs. The same fat, jiggly, cellulite ridden thighs. Every night I prayed that it would magically go away, but I knew that it wouldn't go away that easily.
The next day I woke up to the sound of my sister pounding on my door. " Wake up sleeping beauty! " Vanessa screamed. I groaned in annoyance and put my pillow over my head. " I'm telling dad! " she yelled through my door. I didn't budge. Usually that threat would have scared me because of the fact that my dad would beat my siblings when they wouldn't listen which scared me, but stubbornly I stayed in my bed.
Then my alarm went off. ... " I DIDN'T GET SLEEP CUZ OF YALL ,YALL NOT GONNA GET SLEEP CUZ OF ME " over and over again. So that woke me up. I dragged myself out of bed and into the bathroom.
I quickly stripped off my clothes and took a shower. Once I finished I quickly scurried to get my clothes on but I suddenly stopped. Lately I've been trying to avoid looking at myself in the mirror since it wouldn't help with my plan and distract me from my main goal. But I went and looked anyways. I stood in front of the mirror, naked with my feet together.
They touched. My thighs touched.
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I Need The Gap
Fiksi RemajaMegan never had one concern about her body. She thought it was perfect the way God had made her. Until a thigh gap craze at her school makes her judge herself differently by the way seems looked and why she didn't have a thigh gap. After following a...
