Stay With Me

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Ricky
*a few days later*

I've been plagued with nightmares of Ghost beating me for the past few days. Ryan won't let me take sleeping pills anymore cause yesterday I tried to down the whole fucking bottle. Coffee and anxiety have kept me up but I'll crash eventually. Hopefully not anywhere important.

"Ricky?" Angelo taps my shoulder and I jumped out of my skin. Did I mention my nerves are so beyond shot?

"Ah! Yes?" He gives me a look of pity then tells me Ryan's lookin for me. I nodded and walked off to find him.

"Ryan what'd you need me for?"

"I wanted to talk to you about something."

"Okay." I yawned and rubbed my eyes. Ryan starts talking about something but in my sleep deprived state I couldn't make quite it out. After the conversation I kinda stumbled off and made it on the bus before I crashed.

"Alright c'mon Ricky. Bedtime." I hear Chris say and pick me up off the floor. I think my brain was too tired to give me nightmares, so I had a nice dreamless sleep.

When I woke again it was the dead of night and I was in Ryan's arms. Not even questioning it, I snuggled up to him and sighed. Ryan's such a saint right now. I liked Ryan but I loved Ghost so naturally Ghorror happened instead of Sitkolson. Yeah that's right, I know all about the MIW ships. What baffles me is that people want me and Chris together. Anyways, I'm gonna tell him I love him. No no not Chris. Ryan. I'm gonna tell Ryan. But it can wait till morning. For now I'm just gonna enjoy this little cuddle session with Ryan.

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