Nightmare or torture?

This is a true story about someone i love. And what we have been through.

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Jason. He makes no sense. He lead me on. Played with my heart. Picked a fat whale over me. I was hurt. Until.... Paige... She was in the locker room with me one day skipping lunch together bc i didint wanna be around Jason. So sebastian txted me telling me jason was worried and he wanted to know where i was. I didnt answer. Paige took me to the locker room and this girl txted her. Her name is Bryce. She showed me a picture of her. She looked amazing. She loved Bryce. She got excited whenever Bryce txted her. She told me if i was attracted to her i should add her on facebook. Later on that night i was on the phone with paige. I got on Facebook and i was telling paige 

"Omg what if she doesn't accept it? What if she thinks im weird?" 

"Just do it. She wont think anything of you" 

I ended up doing it. At 7 in the morning she messaged me.  

"Do i know you?"  

"No. Paige told me about you lol" 

"Okay well im going to go to bed. I havent slept yet" 

"Okay you should text me when you get up" i give her my number.  

"Okay i will" 

I go to school and i couldn't stop thinking about that morning. I go up to paige when i see her and i give her a hug. And i told her about the convo that happened. She said  

"See i told you she wouldn't think anything of you." 

"I fucking love you" 

"I fucking love you too" 

Bryce txts me about 3. We had a small convo. Thru out the rest of the day. The second day is when i told her everything. I asked her "can i trust you?" 

"Yes hun. Always" 

" okay well i am bi. And i do cut myself. From time to time i will have 'visions' either ill be dreaming or day dreaming and ill have a vision."  

"Hun if you think thats bad ive seen worse" 

"Lol okay :) i know now i can be open with you" 

"Yes :) you can trust me" 

"Good. I need more friends like you. Most of mine are back stabbers" 

"Awww ill never do anything like that to you" 

"Thanks :)" 

"My roommates kicked me out. Im homeless. Im out in the freezing cold night" 

"Omg they are assholes" 

"Yeah they are. Im going to have to sleep outside tonight"  

"Im so sorry :( i wish i could drive so i could pick you up and let you sleep in my house" 

"Awwww you are so sweet" 

":) you are too. You dont deserve this. What your friends did" 

"Awww ill be fine"  

"Well promise me some things?" 

"What?" 

"Do your best to stay safe and warm" 

"Im in a wife beater so staying warm will be kinda a problem" 

"Try please. For me" 

"Ill try"  

" im going to bed. But you need me at all call me and ill stay up with you" 

"Okay thank you :) goodnight sweet dreams hun"