Who Am I Without Him (MB Love Story)

Don't you be on that ...

Marie P.O.V

[Hotel , Next Day @ 6:05 pm]

     I think it's time that I tell Myles that we should break up..with Jacob seducing me i can't control myself. Me and Myles already had sex and the next day me and Jacob did to. I feel like a whore but maybe its just my inner thoughts. I think I need Jacob back in my life..i know what your thinking ..isn't he your abuser well maybe he is. But aye I love him..me and Myles don't have don't  real love.

  Myles walked into our hotel bedroom with a smirk on his face.

"What are you doing with that smirk on your face Myles ha"

" I want you Marie .."

"Um are you alright  Myles.?"

"Oh your butt gotten bigger?" he said grabbing my butt

"um thanks. "

I was starting to get a little bit ...scratch that alot scared..he is acting all weird!

"Let me see your body Marie!"

"Um no thanks ..can you leave Myles your making me feel uncomfortable!"

He got up and locked the door, he went inside his suit case and got out handcuffs. He started walking toward me with them twirling around his finger. He got onto the bed making me scoot back into the headboard. I started kicking all he did was grab my legs aggressively and wrapped them around his waist. Soon enough  my hands were handcuffed to the bars on my bed leaving me with no escaping.

  Clothing after clothing being ripped off my body ...i was screaming but no matter how loud I screamed nobody could hear me . I felt a emerging pain shoot through my lower area. Ugh! He started pumping hard as ever thrusting not giving me time to prepare. Usually I dont turn down sex but I did not want this sex at all!!! Myles kept going at it my core started to get sore. I couldn't help but sort of like his aggressiveness  even tho he was raping me.

 He leaned down and kissed me, I didn't respond to the kiss. All of a sudden a sharp pain came shooting across my face! This nigga just slapped me! Oh heckie naw!

"LISTEN SLUT YOU BETTER KISS BACK " He shouted

"And if I don't.." I said

"You will regret that." he said through his gritted teeth

He kept going in and out making my sides feel so nasty and used..he went to work at my neck he was really pressing his luck with me I can't stand being taken control of its my worst pet peeve .

Half a hour later he uncuffed my hands and left the room.

" IF IT ISN'T  OBVIOUS  WE ARE SO DONE! "

I didn't know what to do so I just started crying..tear after tear the pain started to sink in more and more that what just happened was no dream...it was reality. 

I sat there staring at the wall trying to find some sanity in me the one I known since grade school just raped me..well I wasn't taking this nope I am dealing with my pain right now. I slipped on some sweat pants and a tanktop with my Hollister jacket over it, I threw on my Jordan's and walked out the hotel.

Jay P.O.V

There you have it me and Chres are finally together . I can't believe it me and him are so damn cute together we would make a cute ass baby just like his neice Tia. That his older son is...that just got me thinking! Tia is his screensaver..they take like a million pictures together she is so adorable tho!

"Hey Boo" I said

" What's up Jay" he said texting

"Nothing..who you texting baby ?" I asked walking over to him looking down at his phone

" Nobody" He said snatching his phone to his other side.

"Whatever!" I said going to room

James P.O.V

I think Jacob really loves Marie thats what I see everytime I see him looking at her. Now that Myles guy looks a little shady ..maybe itd just me . I can't wait for this trip to be over I wanna be back in my hood ha. We going back home tomorrow.

Just then the door opened revealing Maddie.

"James?"

"Yes..."

"I just wanted to talk to you..talk to you about something."

"Which is?"

"Well a while ago me and Craig went out then one day he comes out of nowhere and says we're done!" "Well I want him back..but nothing I do is working."

"Well how about you make him jealous ..like let him see what he loss by breaking your heart Maddie."

"Your right...your a genius! Thanks "

She walked out closing my door...

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I haven't  updated in a while I have been busy getting ready for the All Around The World Tour. Tickets go on sale tomorrow night ^.^ Detroit / Chicago!!!