MARKSON (GOT7) {COMPLETED}

(CHAPTER 9) HEARTBREAKING

Jackson POV
Mark is with someone else right now and my heart is in pain. I want to die! I want to give up on Mark. I don't want to love him anymore. I ran away from the cafe and cried alone. It hurts. Stop hurting would you. I said to my heart while hitting my chest. I seriously want to DIE!!! Does he not love me anymore? Well he doesn't remember so he doesn't... i guess... it hurts more and more and more just thinking about it. It is stinging me, my heart. My heart broke into millions of pieces. Is the god playing with me? Just because i did this to Mark before? But that was a fake date! My heart hurts like hell it feels like a stone that have drop to the very bottom of my heart.
FLASHBACK
"I'm gonna take a leave now, bye see ya later" said Mark.
I followed Mark. When we have arrived at a place in a cafe. He waved to the girl sitting there. Then when he got next to the girl they started hugging each other. My heart hurts alot seeing that. I always wanted to be the only one who can hug him not anyone else, only me and forever will be me. But not, he is hugging someone right in front of me. I felt shocked. Tear was about to start running really fast so i wiped them off not trying to let anyone see my tears. I ran back to the dorm and when i entered i try to act normal like nothing has happened but they kept asking me things such as "Were you crying? What happened? Are you okay?" I try to aviod the questions so i told them I'm a bit tried so I'll just go to my room. If you guys need me knock on the door and I'll tell you to come in okay? Bye. I walked as quick as i can to my bedroom and cried alone. As soon as i get to my room i lied down the bed and face up the ceiling looking up, using my elbow side to cover my eyes. I hit the side of my chest alot of times since it hurts so much that i can't breathe.
Mark POV
I went to the cafe and take a seat and suddenly i hear the doorbell ring really loudly like someone is pushing really hard so i look towards the door and that person looks like someone i know but I'm not sure who. Anyway he walked away and then ran really fast. To my direction where i just came from. Weird. "Is it someone you know?" Asked Alice. "Yeh i think so... but I'm not sure who exactly." Anyway let's continue.
Time passed...
"Okay then bye I'll talk to you soon, bye" we send each other goodbye and left the cafe going separate ways. I walked near the amusement park and my head hurts alot. Jackson keeps popping up in my mind the whole time while i was walking along the amusement park. Then when i have arrived at a clothes shop my head hurts again and started thinking about Jackson. Later when i walked pass the cake shop my head hurts even more and keep thinking about Jackson. But why? Why do i keep thinking about Jackson when i walked pass these shops? Have i been with him here before? I don't remember. I cried out loud in pain, wishing the pain to be gone. Jackson... why do you keep popping in my mind? What am i exactly to you? Ahh it hurts again suddenly some bits of my memories come back. "Happy Birthday Jackson" "I would like to buy the clothes and shoes that reads wang" "Manager can you pick up the cake from this shop please" Aaghh my head why is this popping up all of a sudden? Was Jackson special to me?
While i am walking back to the dorm my head was full of Jackson and my head hurts alot, even my heart... somehow.
Dorm...
"Hey, everyone! Where's Jackson?" I asked. "Oh, he is in his room" said Jr. "By the way he told us to knock before going in to the room" said Bambam. "Thanks" i thanked Bambam for telling me. Knock knock knock. "Come in" said Jackson sounding sad through the door. When i enter the room. The corner of Jackson's eyes was so red and i asked him "Jackson are you crying? You okay?" "N-no I'm not crying!" Said Jackson. " C-mon now don't lie to me. You okay?" I walk towards him while saying it. "DON'T COME HERE! DON'T EVER PASS THIS LINE!" I was shocked by his words and my heart is aching alot... somehow by his words. "Sorry..." i said sadly. I sat in my bed and we stay silent for a while. "Umm... was it you who was in the cafe earlier and ran?" I asked. "...!" Jackson looked really shocked. Maybe i shouldn't have said it in the first place. "Nevermind then..." We stay silent again without talking to each other for the whole day.
END OF DAY...