MARKSON (GOT7) {COMPLETED}

(CHAPTER 8) A MONTH LATER

MARK POV
I am in LA, my hometown. Tomorrow i am finally going to see Jackson, OMG i miss him so much.
Next day~
Mark i will send you off ok? Nah dad its okay i can just call a taxi and go to the airport. I know my way so its ok dad. I send them goodbyes then left and went in the taxi. Ahhh i don't know what to do if i see Jackson. I'm shaking right now. Am i nervous because i didn't see Jackson for a month? I went in the taxi and all was in my head was Jackson i am so nervous. I don't know what to say or do when i meet him. Why am i so worry? I feel bad leaving Jackson without telling him. I don't think i can face him anymore. I am so scared that he won't forgive me. But at the same time i am so happy because i can see him after a month.
NARRATOR POV
Suddenly the driver turned really fast and went BANG! into the tree. Mark's head went back and forth. He's hurt, he was bleeding but he didn't care cause all he cares about was to get out of the car and see Jackson that's all he cared about. Mark was not scared to die but he was scared that he couldn't see Jackson forever and that he will leave this world without seeing Jackson. Mark saw the driver getting out of the car so Mark try to do the same. Just when he was about to open the door it was struck. He tried really hard to open the door but it just couldn't. He lean over to the driver's seat and open the door. When he got out of the door Mark saw the car was leaking oil so he ran away from the car. Then seconds later the car explode and Mark has fainted from the shock and from the explosion. He was sent to hospital.
Few months later...
Narrator POV
Mark has wake up but he couldn't remember anything or maybe anyone. He couldn't even remember Jackson.
Mark POV
I woke up finding myself somewhere i am not familiar with. I rubbed my eyes and i looked around and realised i was in the hospital. I don't know why and how i ended up in the hospital. Seeing someone besides me sitting there, leaning on the bed beside me, sleeping. I didn't know who it was. Suddenly my head is in pain. Ahh MY HEAD, MY HEAD! He heard me and woke up calling Are you ok, Mark? He hurried and called the doctor to come. He seems so worried. What is my relationship to him i wonder. The doctor came as soon as possible.
5 minutes later...
JACKSON POV
The doctor came to me and said that Mark might not remember some people because of the brain damage from the explosion. He might not even remember why he was here at the first place. Said the doctor. I thanked him with a bow than he nodded and left. I went to the room. I asked Mark are you ok? do you... perhaps... remember me? I was hoping that he will remember me. He asked do i... know you? I was shocked and in pain, my heart hurts alot. I force myself to smile at Mark. I'm your best friend, i lied... Oh ok... he said. Well then I'll introduce myself to you ok? I am Jackson Wang. We are in a group called Got7. I used to do fencing... i smiled at him while introducing myself. I tried so hard not to cry. But my tears are coming down. I turn around not facing Mark. I told Mark, Mark I'll be going outside for awhile bye... i left and ran out of the hospital. I felt anger in me but I'm not angry at Mark, I'm angry at myself. I keep asking myself why didn't i go to LA with him, WHY? I screamed. Tears keep falling down. He... doesn't... remember...me... i keep sobbing harder and harder every time i think about it.

Few months ago...
Jackson POV
Mark's coming back tomorrow. I'm so excited. I missed him so much, we didn't see each other for a month. So excited.
Next day...
Jackson POV
Mark is finally back! I got so excited and then the phones rings it say that it is from LA. I answered the call and said hello? It's was Mark's dad calling. He told me what happened about Mark. He was in a car crash and in an explosion. I dropped my phone in shocked and froze there not knowing what to do seconds later i dropped to the ground feeling weak all of the sudden. I heard Mark's dad saying hello? Hello? Jackson are you ok? (From the phone.) I started tearing up so hard. I quickly reach for the phone. I ended the call then reach to call Park Jin-Young hyung nim and told him to book a plan ticket to LA fast! He kept asking what happened? He was so worried so i told him. Park Jin-Young hyung-nim decided to come too but i told him i can go by myself. He booked and told me the time and also told me that it would get there quicker than any other plane. I went to the airport. In the plane i was so worried all i thought about was Mark and kept praying that Mark will be fine...
12 HOURS LATER
Jackson POV
As soon as i arrived in LA. I ran to the taxi and told the driver to go to which hospital.

Back to few months later...
Mark POV
This guy has asked me if i remembered him. I asked do i... know you? He's smile was painful and it made my heart hurt alot seeing that. I don't know why i am feeling like this it hurts alot when i see his face. Especially when he is sad and forcing himself to smile. He told me that i was his best friend and he later introduce himself to me. After introducing himself he told me that he will be going outside. My heart... hurts alot... seeing him like this... why? I don't think we were only best friends i think we were more than best friends... i don't know anymore... Suddenly my head hurts again. It hurts so much... and my heart too...
Next day~
Mark POV
Jackson told me that we will be going to Korea. So we packed our luggages and went to the airport. Whenever i look at him he always look so sad and that hurts my heart so much... he's smile is always painful... does he always smile like that? My head hurts again i putted both of my hands on both side of my head and Jackson notice that and he looked so worried and kept asking me are you ok? Are you hurt? He kept giving me these questions. My head hurts more. I think i have heard of these questions somewhere before. Thinking about it, my head hurts even more. He grabbed onto my wrist and told me to answer him. He looks like he is about to cry. But...why? I'm ok, Jackson i smiled weakly. But... you don't look ok... it's ok at least your with me, I'll be okay right? I smiled. I don't know why i had said that but he seems happy now. He's half smile and the other half is upsetting, it upsets me... i... just don't know why...

In Korea~
Mark POV
We have arrived at Korea. Jackson called the manager and told him to pick us up. We went to the cafe to drink coffee and eat desserts while waiting for our manager.
1 hour later...
We have arrived at our dorm. Jackson didn't talk throughout the whole trip. When i went in i was greeted by Jb, Jinyoung, Younjae, Bambam and Yugyeom. I... remember them... somehow in my mind. Jackson told them that I couldn't remember anything. Jackson i... remember them... Jackson look shock. I don't know why... but i only remember them not Jackson. I look at Jackson he look so hurt. My heart stings when i see that face of his. But why?
Jackson POV
When i went in the dorm i greeted them and told them Mark couldn't remember anything. But Mark told me he do remember them... but not me. I feel pain in my heart. It somehow feels empty like nothing is there... Empty like a gravestone. I forced a smile to him when he looked at me.
I went in my room. I lied down as soon as i got in the room. I lied down facing up in the ceiling. Tears started falling. Why? Why doesn't he remember me after all we went through together and he remembers the other but not me. Why? Why me? Suddenly someone knocked on the door so i wiped my tears away as quick as possible. Mark walked in after i told him to come in. Sorry to interupt but is this my room? He asked. Yeh it is i said to him coldly. So i sleep over there? He asked. Yeh. I answered. I fall back to my sleeping position and turn towards the wall. I felt so sad... and heartbroken...
End of day~