Silence is golden, but the silence between us is growing,
and I fear I do not want gold.
I want you
I want your smile, I want your laugh, I want the simple little conversations that we might have if I was better
If I was smarter
If maybe I were to gain the courage to do the right thing for once, and please everyone
Then the silence between us would be eradicated
It would be eradicated from this earth, and then I'd be happy.
You would be happy
Yet the week has started anew
And I feel as if its been years. Decades. Centuries even.
Time slows the more I worry, and I worry as if my life depended on it
My life depends not on time but you
It depends on that smile, on that laugh, and on those little conversations we could've had
If I was only better
