Chapter 4

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         Brittany's P.O.V
      
        Once we reached the car she pulled away and looked into my eyes. They were like an endless puzzle all I wanted to do was solve it. "Hey you ready to go?" she whispered raspily in my ear.
My whole body went numb, all I could think about was how her lips would feel on mine...
I must've been staring hard because Santana stiffened up and got in the car. I already missed being in her arms. "Yeah I'm ready to go" I said quietly getting into the car.
The whole ride I just stared out the window. I really wanted to turn around and stare at her but I couldn't risk her catching me again. She probably already thought I was some weirdo.
        The car stopped and as I continued to gaze out the window I felt a warm hand enlace my fingers. I loved the feeling. It gave me the rush that I used to feel with Em but 10x stronger. Oh shit! Emily! My girlfriend, who at the moment was probably fucking her brains out. Just the thought of it made me gag and begin to cry all over again.
        "Hey Britt it's ok, it'll be ok" she whispered wrapping her arms around my neck. I nuzzled my head into her chest and just cried my eyes out.

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Santana's P.O.V
After around twenty minutes of Britt sobbing into my chest she ran out of tears. I leaned down and wiped her tears away with the pad of my thumb. She looked down with bright red cheeks. She was so adorable! "You know its rude to stare" she giggled. Now it was my turn to blush. What's up with you Santana, you never blush! I couldn't let her through my walls this easily. They were there for a reason. I nervously pulled away for the second time that night but this time she didn't let me go. "Please don't" she mumbled pulling me in even tighter. She looked so vulnerable I couldn't say no but I didn't want to hurt her. I tried again knowing that if we stayed in this position much longer her I wouldn't be able to fight the urge to kiss her. She began stroking my back sneakily pulling me closer. I literally stopped breathing. No one had made me feel like this nobody made Santana Lopez nervous or insecure. The next thing I knew her face was inches from mine and I could feel her ear my minty breath hitting against my face. "Where do you think your going San?" She smirked. "Uh-ummm well I don't know?" I said barely loud enough for her to hear. "Oh ok" she said letting go of me and walking out of the car.
        I sat there shocked for a few seconds before regaining my confidence and practically running out of the car. She was almost at the door of my building when I caught up to her. I grabbed her wrist assertively but carefully and pinned her up against the wall. "Where do you think your going?" I said seductively into her ear. She was blushing furiously but managed to squeak out "Well I uh-" I cut her off by nibbling on her ear. She wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me so there was no more space between us....

Hey guys what'd you think? I finally updated an actual chapter! Btw I haven't edited this so it probably has a ton of typos sorry. So what do you want to happen? Thanks for reading! please vote or comment, anything really. Goodnight guys love ya :)
                          ~Gemma

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