As I woke up that day it wasn't sunny at all inside my brain and out no sun. I got out of bed and checked my phone, one new message. "Bella it's raining but can we still meet up please" - Brandon. I really don't know what to say, but I do miss him so much so I guess I should meet him because I really want to get things over and done with today. I replied "Well I guess, I'll come to yours"- Bella. It seemed like he was waiting for me because he replied with an excited okay and a smiley face. As I got changed and opened the door there he was standing right there all wet but still cute. I always fall for him and I just couldn't believe he got soaking wet just for me. "I really need a hug right now" he said smiling. I lost all the negative doubts I've been saying to myself and smiled at him and gave him a hug. He leaned on my shoulder than kissed me on my cheek. It felt good. Mum came and saw that he was soaking wet "You must be Brandon, Bella's best friend, come in and I'll get you a towel" I held his hand and he smiled at me, my mum grabbed him a towel and said "Would you like to stay" he replied like a gentleman "maybe next time, I have got the day planned already" My mum let Brandon and I off and the rain had stopped anyway so we walked to his house. When we got there I went in to his room, everything bad zoomed back in to my mind. I was silent and still, standing at the door. "Please don't walk off again" Brandon said with a shaking voice. I gulped but I was ready to tell him. I didn't sit close to him even though I really wanted to and began to talk. "Well, I was looking through your books until the diary caught my eye and I read about your dad pulling your teeth and.."
"And what Bella, I thought I could trust you"
"You can Brandon, you really can"
"Why would you do that to me, I have real personal things in there"
"I'm sorry, I really am, I just wanted to hope that you were okay"
"Well you could've asked me instead of looking through my personal stuff"
I went up to him, he looked angry and I just forgot about the name of the mysterious girl and hugged him, but he didn't hug back. I felt so guilty and walked off with a sad, and emotional face. It's over, I just know it. I started to cry a lot and ran to the lake to calm myself down and I was there for an hour and a bit. I looked at his house and it was empty, he wasn't there at the window. I walked back home, mum was somewhere around the house just not where I am. I hopped on to my bed and messaged Brandon straight away. "Please forgive me, I don't want our friendship to end" -Bella. He saw the message because it had said and didn't reply. Mum had saw me and came in "Hi darling" while I was trying to pull a happy face "There's a boy coming in town and his name is Alex, I thought that you'd like to spend time with him tomorrow" I wasn't ready to see another boy but I guess that I should "Sure, I've got no plans tomorrow so why not"
"Great" mum said and walked off.
Oh how I wished it was Brandon wanting to meet me but no it's just a typical dream. The next day this Alex came over. "Hi Bella"
"Hey, please come in"
It already feels so boring with Alex.
He started chatting away not knowing that I wasn't listening, just staring at my phone waiting for a reply. He wasn't annoying he had a chill voice and stopped every once and a while. I just knew that he wasn't going to reply anytime soon so I just let go off my phone. I started to actually talk to Alex and we had a good day. We had fun laughing and talking about things we've done. He reached for my hand and he decided to hold it and I kind of held his hand back. While we were holding hands I looked out the window and saw Brandon staring at me, Alex, my hand and his hand. He stormed off. I let go of Alex's hand and told him to wait. I ran out the door "Brandon wait! Please! I can't bare this anymore"
He looked at me with a tears face " It looks like you can, you've obviously moved on"
"No I haven't! I've been waiting for you to text me back, you left me waiting"
"You just didn't have the patience did you?"
I started to cry and he walked off crying as well. I looked at him through his window, there was a table, a candle and two seats. He pulled it all apart and I started to cry. I went back inside "Alex I think it's time for you to go, I'll message you again soon, but right now isn't a good time"
So on Alex left. I picked up my phone and noticed a message before all this mess happened. "I miss you, and I miss how everything was before, I've got a surprise for you. I'll be waiting :)" - Brandon. He must've been waiting for me to reply. It took so long for me to reply and I got so annoyed.
