Katelynn spent the rest of that day ignoring Luke's calls and texts. She was angry that he would say anything like that to anyone.
It didn't cross her mind that he might have said what he'd did for a good reason. After all, in her mind there was no good reason for telling people to kill themselves.
The next day, Katelynn was curled up on her couch reading her favorite book, The Catcher in The Rye.
She first read it in higjchool and fell in love with it. It was her thousandth time reading it but the book never lost its meaning to her.
As she sat there reading there was a loud banging at her door. She stood up with her book and opened the door.
Katelynn frowned when she saw the familiar blue eyes staring down at her.
"Katelynn can we please talk?"
"No." She blankly stated and sat back on her couch.
"Katelynn just let me explain I- The Catcher in the Rye? What's that about?" Luke said, seeming honestly curious.
Katelynn raised an eyebrow at him, "You've seriously never read this book?"
Luke shrugged, "I think I was supposed to in highschool but I don't really remember much about it... Isn't it something about rye bread?" He said seriously.
Katelynn giggled then reminded herself she was mad, and frowned at him.
Luke sighed, "Anyways that's aside the point we need to talk I need to explain."
"What's there to explain Luke?" Katelynn said starting to get annoyed with him.
"I have terrible commitment issues. It's not because I'm a dirty slut it's because I'm afraid of getting hurt. So I feel like I need to be the one to hurt. And I feel like the only way that I can actually get them to stop saying those things to me is to threaten them. To tell them that their life has no meaning..." Luke sighed, "But when I say those things I feel as if I'm directing it to me. That's why it's so easy to type it out. Because I imagine it's me. Makes sense?" He looked at her hopefully.
Katelynn blinked twice, "I have no idea what you mean at all. What you just said doesn't justify the things you said to those other people. Luke you make it really hard for me to stay mad at you. But can you promise me you won't send any hate or say anything like that to anyone again?"
Luke thought for a moment. What he said had made sense in his head, but not in hers. All he wanted was for her to be okay with him.
He nodded, "So will you tell me about the rye bread book again?"
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So basically this was a filler. I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. But I'm like almost at 100 views and yes. Just yes.
But basically Luke is all like she doesn't understand me but she's hot so it's okay and Katelynn is all like why can't I be mad at this fuCKING cupcake and yeah Ily guys bye
