You trust me, right? ( Josh x Lucy )

What the fuck

Josh put Lucy on his lap as he sat on the stairs.
" I-im.....I'm sorry..... " Lucy managed to spit out through her sobs.
Josh looked at her, he didn't know how she felt inside, what she was going through. Honestly, thing were the same for her as they were for Josh.

Lucy's P.O.V:

"He doesn't care, he never cared" I heard Hannah's voice say.
"You said you loved us, but you let us die!" Beth shouted at me.
I worked this out with my therapist... He said they aren't real....
" Lucy? Lucy! " I heard Josh shout.
I looked at him, my eyes hurt and every second I felt a part of me die.
" Hey Chris got the door open, lets go " he said.
I didn't move. Hannah and Beth kept talking.
"Why did you let us die Lucy?!"
"It should have been you!!"
"We hate you!!!"
"O-okay Josh" I said, a big smile plastered on my face as I pushed away from Josh and walked in.
" Lucy...? " I heard Josh mutter.
I know why I heard Hannah and Beth....I didn't like my meds, so I threw them away.....even if they hate me....its nice to hear them and see them again.