Longing For Your Love

Breaking point

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Mia

''Well?'' I urged as Seth continued to ignore my question

''Well what?''

''You know what! I asked you a question''

''You weren't by yourself. I stayed with you most of the night'' Seth eventually answered

''Okay but why are we in a room by ourselves?''

''BECAUSE WE ARE!!'' Seth yelled

I winced, my head pounding ''Jesus Seth! I was only asking'' I stood up and grabbed a cardigan from my suitcase, throwing it over my shoulder before leaving the room to get myself a coffee

I got my coffee and sat by myself at one of the tables in the hotel cafe, staring out of the window as i thought about everything that had happened since I got here. I couldn't help but wonder if coming here was a good idea after all, I mean surely I was just avoiding the inevitable, I'd eventually have to go back home, which meant that Jason would no doubt find me again. I'd caused nothing but trouble since I got here and despite all by best efforts everything I did seemed to always make things worse.

''Is this seat taken?''

A deep familiar voice broke me out of my thoughts and I turned my head to see Roman standing in front of me

''No'' I said with a smile

Roman sat down in the seat opposite me and he stared at me for a while, seemingly unsure of what to say "How are you feeling?''

I shrugged my shoulders

''What does *he shrugs his shoulders* mean?'' he asked

''I don't know. Everything is just such a mess, you wouldn't understand''

''Try me'' he replied

I shook my head and dismissed his request

''Come on Mia. You can tell me, let me help you''

I let out a sigh and placed my coffee down onto the table ''I don't know I guess I just feel like I've caused nothing but trouble since I got here. First I upset Dean then I went back home and ended up getting beat up and then you and Seth had to take care of me while I recovered. Then I go out to a club to try and prove a point and I just had a fight with Seth because he refuses to tell me what happened last night'' I explained

''None of that was you're fault though'' Roman pointed out

''Then why won't Seth tell me what happened?" I asked "He's making me feel like I did something wrong"

''You didn't do anything wrong'' Roman confirmed

''Then why is he being so secretive?'' I asked

''If he doesn't want to tell you then it's not my place to say anything'' Roman stated

''Please Roman. I just want to understand why he's acting the way he is''

Roman let out a sigh "How much do you remember?''

''The last thing I remember was speaking to you on the phone'' I replied

''Right'' Roman said ''Well after you spoke to me, Seth and I left the hotel to look for you, he was really worried about you being by yourself so we split up and he went one way and I went the other. After about an hour I was starting to give up hope when I bumped into Dean in one of the clubs.
He helped me search for you and we found you in the last club on the strip. You were dancing with some guy and he had his hands all over you so i pulled you away from him. Then we left the club and I phoned Seth to tell him that we had found you. You were cold so I took off my jacket and Dean wrapped it around you''

Roman seemed reluctant to tell me anymore "And?''

''Well that's pretty much it really''

''You still haven't explained to me how I ended up in a completely separate hotel room'' I reached my hand across the table and placed it on top of his. He lifted his fingers up and linked them with mine

''Dean was holding you up because you were pretty shaky on your legs and you told me that you were tired and asked me if we could go home so I told you that we were waiting for Seth. Just at that moment Seth came around the corner and pulled you away from Dean and we all made our way back to the hotel. Once we got in the elevator Seth started to accuse us of coming on to you and although Dean tried to explain to him what really happened but he wasn't having it. He said that he had booked you both into a different room for the night because he couldn't trust us around you.''

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I guessed that Seth had warned Roman away from me but I had no idea that he had confronted him about it again. I felt so bad for both Roman and Dean. Seth was really getting out of control.

''Now it makes sense'' I shook my head in disbelief "No wonder he didn't want to tell me"

''He came back to Dean and I's room after he made sure you were asleep and shouted at me and Dean for a while longer'' Roman added

''He did!?''

Roman nodded his head and I rolled my eyes ''Unbelievable. I'm so sorry Roman''

''Hey it's not your fault" Roman assured with a sympathetic smile

''He's not gonna get away with treating you and Dean like this anymore" I replied "This has gone too far''