Longing For Your Love

Heart to heart

"What are you going to do?'' Roman asked as I stood up

"I'm going to give my brother a choice" I answered 

''A choice?"

"Unfortunately when it comes to Seth, sometimes you've got to give him an ultimatum for him to get the message" I explained. Roman seemed unsure, I reached my hand out to him "Just trust me?"

He joined his hands with mine and nodded. I slid my key card through the lock and made my way inside. Seth turned around and his eyes immediately landed on our hands. 

"What's going on?"  He asked

"I know what you did Seth"

"What I did?" He questioned

"Last night" I added "What you said to Dean and Roman, it was out of order"

"I was just-" 

"No Seth" I interrupted "For once just shut up and listen" I could tell Seth wanted to protest but surprisingly he kept quiet "You can't keep treating Dean and Roman this way. I understand your concern for me I really do but you're going overboard with it. I came here to get away from my controlling ex and your acting the same way"

"I didn't realize i was that bad, i-"

"Roman's not my ex and neither is Dean, you can't judge all men by his standards" I pointed out "I had to learn that myself" I looked up at Roman and he smiled back at me as Seth watched us, unsure of what to make of it all "I want to be happy, I want to move on from Jason once and for all and i want to find love again and I can't do that with you acting this way"

"I'll change i promise" Seth said

"I want to be with Roman" I admitted, at that Roman squeezed my hand

"You what?"

"I've been slowly falling in love with him" I said "and I think, given the chance. We could be goid together"

"I really care about her uce" Roman added as Seth just stared at us "I'd never hurt her"

"Look Seth, I'm not asking for your permission because I don't need it" I added "I'm just asking for my brother back, that's all i want" Seth looked stunned "I want the brother that had my back no matter what, the brother that i looked up to, the brother that you were before dad left" 

Seth left the room without saying another word and i made my way into the kitchen to get myself a glass of water

''Are you alright?'' Roman asked

''I don't know'' I replied

''Come here'' Roman said as he pulled me into a hug 

"I didn't mean to tell you I loved you like that" I said as I rested my head on his chest 

''You kind of told me last night" Roman replied

I lifted my head up ''I did?''

* * *
Roman

After explaining what happened I kissed her on the forehead "I think we need to talk"

''Okay'' She agreed

I made my way to the couch and sat down, she followed me sitting down right beside me. "From the moment I first met you, I was smitten. You're so beautiful and I've bern falling for you ever since. I haven't been able to do anything about it though because of Seth"

She took hold of my hand "I'm so glad you said that because I've been feeling exactly the same way"

''Do you know how hard it has been for me to not kiss you?'' I asked

''Well what's stopping you?" She replied