Dear Fred Weasley ✔

Chapter nine

"I needed to get my mind off things." George said.

"I could say the same. But its not really helping." I told him, he sat beside me on the couch and signed.

"Yeah I know what you mean." He said running his hands through his bright hair. I stared into the fire watching as the red and orange flames licked the wood creating a beautiful fire.

"Its weird being back here without him." George said quietly, I nodded without looking at him.

"Yeah, it really is." I whispered feeling a small tear fall from my watering eyes. I felt a hand on my back rubbing up and down, I slowly lent into Georges side and let my tears flow freely.

"I don't know if I can do this anymore Georgie." I cried into his side.

"Shh, Amelia, you've got this. I know you can keep going, its what Fred would have wanted you know?" He said, I sniffled wiping my nose on the sleeve of my jacket.

"Its just. What am I gonna tell Blue?" I asked. "What do I tell her when she asks why she's different than all the other kids who have dads?"

"You tell her that her dad was an amazing prankster and loved her until the very last second." George said rubbing my arm up and down. I took a deep breath trying to calm my shaky breaths.

I thought about what he said. Blue needed me. My boy or girl on the way needed me. I was their rock, and I needed them as well. I don't know what I'd do without the family that I have now. Blue may not have had long with her father but she will have entity with me. I won't leave her or her younger sibling. I'll stay and fight for them, love, laugh, cry, care, I will do anything for them.

"You're right." I said. "Your right. I have to be a good mum. I have to stay here and fight for my babies. I'm gonna be the best mum ever." I said wiping away my tears. I wrapped my arms around Georges neck and kissed his cheek. "Thanks a lot George, I don't know what I'd do without you." I told him, he gave me a small grin and nodded.

"Its what I'm here for." He said I gave him a small smile patting his shoulder before walking out of the common room.

I walked all the way back to Dumbledores office and was face to face with McGonagall shortly after. "Thank you Professor." I said wrapping my arms around her in a hug. She stood shocked for a minute before she slowly hugged me back.

"Its always good to see you dear." She said to me, I pulled away from her and smiled.

"You as well Professor." I said, she gave me a small smile. "If you don't mind, I'm just gonna visit one last place before I leave."

"Not at all, go on dear." She said her small smile turning into a soft one. I nodded and walked out of the office and towards the library.

The halls were silent, the only thing that could be heard was my feet against the cobblestone. I sighed and let the memories of kids all ages chatting away and hustling to their next classes. I remember standing on the ledges of the wall with Fred George and Lee watching as everyone was confused about where there new classes were.

"Oi get up here love." Fred said as I stood in front of the wall looking up at my three best friends.