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Two weeks had gone by since I last saw Alex. I was filled with sorrow and I still felt humiliated every single time a recalled the episodes that took place that day. I was still mad at myself for letting me be that way around me, and the idea of letting someone in seemed for others, but surely not for me.
Yane and the guys had tried to get me out and "have some fun" but my begging always managed to get away with it without really showing away my true fillings. I had been weak, I had let myself believe I stood a chance, that I could change that always-a-badboy attitude and turn it into an except-with-you. That had clearly been a mistake and I was finding it hard for my heart to get over the rejection.
Today however, I was ready to make it the last day of suffering and I was getting as drunk as possible and party like there was no tomorrow.
I had taken a long shower, I shaved, I added my special vanilla body cream I loved so much and sprayed some perfume on my neck, wrists and hair. Walking to my room I already had my outfit in mind, I was going to wear something I never thought I would but that was exactly my idea for a new beginning.
I slipped on my white fitted elastic dress which was sleeveless and went around my neck and hugged my every curve reaching a palm above my feet and had a long opening along my left that reached mid tight. I gave the final touches adding a pair of golden sandals, a few gold jewelries and puling my hair up in a messy bun with a few strands loose. My makeup was simple. I put on some eyeliner, a bit of mascara and used my purple lipstick to complete my outfit.
I WAS READY TO ROCK!
We arrived to the club in Puck's car, he's turn to drive according to Yane. we had already done our round of Jagger shots and we in for a crazy night all four of us like old times. Marc hugged me friendly "everything's gonna be great sexy, tonight just enjoy" and as a smiled at him and the rest joined I mentally agreed, just for a night.
We were waaay drunk, Puck new the guy managing the VIP area from his clandestine meetings and he had given us a table in front of the Dj with five bottles of Gin and one of tequila. Not one single drop had been wasted, not one single song was left without a dance and we were having fun!
Yane and Puck were grinding on top of the table enjoying their own world, Marc was flirting with a blonde and me, well I was chatting with the whole male population. Getting invited to shots and dancing on my own to the sound of "Headlights". I love the song so I sang along moving my body in a sensual way, or at least as sensual as my drunken body could simulate.
4am and we were still kicking, Yane and the guys were now doing their amazing routine of "My milkshake" and from the bar I cheered them with the rest of the club. Out of no where my butt started to vibrate, yes my butt, what? I touched it finding my small purse was the one vibrating. I got out my phone just in time to see a text shinning on my screen.
Alex G: Can we talk?
I checked twice opening my phone. My eyes grew wide as realisation hit me, why on earth would he text me at 4:30 am? I hesitated on answering but decided not to as I looked up and saw my friends dancing, I was here to forget, and this was not helping. So I set the phone right were it belonged for the night and left to dance.
I was planning on pushing the text at the back of my mind, so I kept drinking and an hour later I had my baby mode on. I wanted to go home, like now, so with a Whatsapp a hopped on the first taxi outside the club leaving the OPIUM sign behind.
You know when you have already partied, you have already given the best of you and you are certain you have no idea how you can stand on your own feet by the alcohol in your system? Well I was feeling all that and I still had three flights of stairs to go until I reached home.
As the stairs added up a figure started to shape. On my front door sat an asleep man. Getting on my knees Alex started to appear. His face look tired, he had a frown plastered on his face. "Alex, wake up!" I had tried the soft nudging, the sweet calling and now I was right at the point of a nervous breakdown.
"Hey..." Alex had finally waken up. "Alex what are you doing here?" He crocked his head to the side and with a rasp voice tried to mumble "I came to see you, we need to talk..."
"Alex you need to go home, c'mon" I helped him up by his arms as he pushed himself up against the door. "I can't go home on my own like this" he was high, his eyes were bloodshot and he slurred his words. "Alex your high, I'll take you home but help me here" I felt him sober up a bit as he walked with me.
He lied! He fooled me around and had me walk half of Barcelona until we finally really found his place. I found his keys hidden in his inside pocket from his leather jacket and opened the door.
Leaving him lying on the sofa I turned to leave, "stay please..." Alex grabbed my wrist softly as he begged me to stay, and me, fool, stupid, crazy fool dropped my bag, kicked my shoes and laid on the sofa next to him.
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A hand caressed my check as it softly breathed it "good morning sunshine", as my eyes fluttered open the face of Alex appeared over me.
"Alex? Why did I stay..." his sudden laughter filled the room as a frown grew in my face. "Shht... I know your mad at me and I'm sorry for every single painful moment I ever caused you. I've been filling remorse from the second you left the shop, it was stupid, it was insensitive but most importantly, it was a lie. I have feelings for you, I still don't know what or since when but I KNOW I don't wanna let this go for fear."
To say I was shocked was an understatement right know, Alex had said what I never thought would come out of his mouth and he had been honest, straight forward but sweet and gentle.
"A...Alex I don't know" before I could even Finnish his mouth attacked mine pulling my body straddling his tights. His lips tasted even better than last time, he was playing around, exploring and I wanted nothing more than do the exact same thing.
We let our bodies say those feelings words could not express, he was harsh but sweet all at once, his hand roughly caressed me as the other held my face closer. I realised I was missing a breath and softly pushed myself back as my hands laid on his chest.
"Well..." "woow! you have no idea how long I've wanted to do that, you're beautiful you know that?" I was flattered, but I knew talking was due. "Alex what happened at the shop can never happen again, I can't work with someone who think of me those horrible things" his head fell as my words sinked in, he looked sorry, that was clear, but was I going to be able to forgive and forget?
My thoughts were interrupted by the doorbell. Alex got up and walked to open. As the door opened a happy Max jumped at his father's arms and in walked Eli. She automatically focused her sight to me and walked straight were I was, "well hello, did you stay here last night or you have a problem with the iron?" seriously? sarcasm? "Not really your business don't you think Eli?" Her eye twitched at my comment which was enough to make her leave.
Turning around to pack my stuff Alex appeared next to me, "don't leave beautiful, grab dinner with us, we were planning on having a picnic at the Ciutadella" he had a smirk on his face which I recently learned was my kryptonite. "Alright..." his smirk grew even wider if possible "well beautiful don't look so desperate... don't you wanna come with me?" the truth was I really wanted to, not only to be with him, but to talk about today. "I don't know Alex I feel out of place, it was embarrassing when Eli came in and asked" he shook his head smiling "well imagine it had been them getting come in while you ran around wearing just a thong!" what? I was laughing hysterically by the time he had finished the sentence.
"Daddy.. what is a thong?" the sweetest voice muttered from beneath. We both froze as Max entered the conversation. Seeing Alex was still thinking about how to get out of this situation I spoke, "sweetie, daddy said tong..."
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