Tea Shop Love

Shut up and Kiss me not

WELL WELL WEEEEEEEELL!!! Here goes chapter 6 and I know I said I would upload yesterday but I had a surprise guest and I had to go around and do a bit of a tourist guide lol'

I hope you can all enjoy it, I'm pretty happy with the result. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT! It really helps me improve and be motivated! 

LOVE YOU ALL SO MUUUCH XX :D

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Two days have passed since I got that message and even though I never answered I know today at work I need to clear things out with Alex. The constant smile plastered on my face has had everyone asking me whats going on but telling them I got promoted was enough to cover my real motives.

The reason that stops me from running to him yesterday and still hangs in my head today is the fact that I don't really know if he's married or what. Alex has a son, Max, and I know because he's Alex's spitting image and because in case he was not his father that woman, Eli I think her name is, would stop appearing out of nowhere telling Alex about schools or when to get home and with the boy. Well that at least is my conclusion after two days of non stop thinking.

I don't want to hate the woman but come on! She is sexy, crazy, mysterious and friking gorgeous. How can plain old me compete with such woman, and I know they've had something more which does not help.

I had to tell someone so I told Puck. Yane would start telling me to live my life and go on and do whatever the hell I want and so on, however this time I just need her to stay out of it and let me take things easy and Yane being her usual self would never allow me to do that. She would see me doubting and would plan something behind my back or answer the message or whatever she thought at the moment was the good thing for me. I love her but this time I need time.

Marc obviously was out of it because we never talked to much about our love lives seeing as we usually have sex on and off and even though we are just friends and have no feelings outside that... it's just ... WEIRD!

So Puck turned out to be my best friend for the job. I remember going to his room late at night...

(Then)

Opening the door slowly I whispered Puck's name. Hearing no answer I closed the door behind me and tiptoed through his room dodging all his clothes and shoes spread along the floor of his room and siting at the end of his bed.

"Puck I need to talk... I know it's late but I could really use some sleep and this has me wide awake" suddenly I was not the only conscious body in the room. Puck was now fully awake, "baby girl whats going on?" his voice was rough from sleeping, his long hair stuck out in all directions and his eyes had turned a new shade of grey under the lack of light in the room. He scratched his shirtless chest and rubbed his eyes pulling his pillow against the wall and motioning me to come sit with him.

He was the best hugger I have ever met, and right now I could use something like that. So that is exactly what I did, I crawled into his arms ready to tell him all my problems and hugged him laying my head on his shoulder and breathing deep. "Puck I think I like a man too much... and by too much I mean he may be married and I cannot really say if he is or not because I barely know him" I told him all at once at the speed of light.

"Jeez love! That is way too complicated! How on earth did this happen, I thought you were too focused on your pics to even check out a guy and now you are into one that might be married? seriously, you are an all or nothing type of girl uh? and I was worried about Yane..." the little light that entered his window was enough for me to see the smile that was now appearing on his face.