It's you.. it's always been you..

Part 2

I asked my dad for money for school. He didn't give me much but it's fine. I walked to Hot Topic. I didn't live far from the mall or school, luckily. When i walked into a Hot Topic it was like any other time i had walked in here, i found alot of great things. Everything's expensive as hell though, ugh. I decided to buy just a black pair of jeans and a few tanks. I walked out of Hot Topic and put my earphones in, 'Crawling' by Linkin Park is what played when i pressed shuffle. I just lip synced along until some douche bumped into me. "I'm really sorry" he said while picking up my hot topic bag from the ground. Before he could hand it to me i yanked it out of his hand "sure you are" I said with attitude then walked off. I walked out the mall, kinda mad. I knew he did it on purpose, i rolled my eyes. While crossing the street to my house some idiot almost ran me over, i just gave him the bird and let it linger. When i got home i went to my room and did what i had been doing for the last 6 months, listening to music. I layed on my bed stressing about school in a couple days. Thinking back to last school year and when i had lost my mom, i changed after that. Lost all my friends, who knew they were all judgemental bitches? I got teased for wearing black and no one gave a shit what i was going through. All that changed me, i wasn't gonna be pushed around this year though. Some say i'm scary and oh i'll show them scary. Don't mess with me or look in my direction, i'll knock a bitch on her ass if i have to, now that's the kind of reputation i wanted this school year.