I had woken up with a headache and thought about the events of the night before. I tried to get out of bed but I was stuck laying next to Zayn. He wouldn't let me move and I really needed to get ready for work so I thought. After about 20 minutes of laying in bed he finally got up to use the bathroom. I got up and attempted to look for an outfit. When he got out of the bathroom he had tackled me to the ground. I tried to push him off of me but it didn't work out very well. He stayed on top of me straddling his legs around me. He looked at me in the eyes and said,"Where on earth do you think your going I'm not even close to being done with you and I won't have something as stupid as a job from holding me back to getting everything that I want including you." My body froze. I couldn't possibly think of an answer. I tried to wiggle my way out of his hold but it still didn't work. "You know the first thing most normal people do when they wake up is check their phone Miss Bagsby. Perhaps that rule doesn't apply to you because if you looked today is Saturday and we both know that I don't work weekends. I'm sorry if you got lost in the beauty of the back of my head but that's on you Miss Bagsby not me." I looked at him and laughed. I couldn't believe that one I slept with a coworker and two that he was so casual about it. I felt like this hasn't been his first rodeo with doing this and that's probably why he's so casual about it but I wasn't going to jump into conclusions about Zayn or his past. I was just glad I was there now.
We decided that we were going to stay in bed all day and talk about each other which was a great idea. I let Zayn go first, but he wouldn't say anything. At first I thought maybe he couldn't think of anything to say until I had realized he doesn't want to say anything. I gave him my story and he just listened. Not a word was spoken out of his mouth which was starting to scare me but I didn't put a whole lot of thought into it. As I stopped talking he decided to turn on the tv. He never really seemed to be a quiet guy but maybe it was a just a bad day.
After almost 90 minutes of silence from Zayn he finally decided to talk to me. "Cassionah, I never thought that we would do anything like that until it happened I can't believe you let me and it was so easy. I knew you were single I didn't know you were easy.
My heart sank. How could a guy who said he liked me be like that. He acted like he really loved me what the hell. I got up to look at him and he was laughing at me. Laughing at me like everything was ok. How dare he. I told him that he should leave and he did. Never have I ever felt like such trash. I knew that yes it was probably a bad idea to sleep with him but still what an ass.
The whole rest of the day I cried. I wanted nothing to do with anything anymore I just knew I didn't want to be around him or even the school for that madder. I just wanted to quit. Fuck Zayn Malik.
