My neglected mate

Ch.3

Sky's Pov

He scared me when he woke me up, I was having a nightmare I thought he was james. Chaz is really nice but I can't let my guard  down, just because he is my mate doesn't mean he can't hurt me.

     My old pack said that when or if I ever find my mate that he was going to beat me worse then them, because he got stuck with me, a male as his mate and I'm not even attractive.

I'm ugly and scarred with a lot of baggage. Who would want someone like that? No one exactly what I mean. Sometimes I wish I wasn't even born.

I feel like I haven't had a real meal in forever, which is true last time I ate was when alpha James forced me to eat all the food off the ground 4 months ago after the pack gathering. They only have me a piece of bread a week.

I sat there eating cautiously watching him still trying to figure out what he wants from me and when he's gonna drop this nice act and get the pain over with.

He starts asking me questions about myself that I really don't want to answer. But when he gets to calling my name oh so very annoyingly, so I snapped my gaze over to him only for him to ask me how old I am again. So I give in and tell him.

I think he can tell that I don't really talk by the roughness in my voice. But he seemed pretty happy to get something out of me.

Hey um sky I was wondering.. m-maybe if you up for it I could maybe show you around the pack house m-maybe?.. Chaz stumbles to say and I really don't know what to say. I want to say yea but I'm scared at the same time. I just look down at my still full plate unable to eat anymore and just ignore his question like I didn't even hear it.

He caught on and just ignored that I ignored the question. Does that make any sense? Oh well. He gathered mine and his plate figuring that I must be full and takes the dishes to the kitchen.

I lay back on the bed and cover my eyes with my arm just wondering what's gonna happen to me. I'm tired so tired of all that's been happening to me and I just want to sleep.......

****Eight months later****

Aye sk...sk...sky ba.....sky baby wake up....wake up babe you've been sleep long enough. I jump up and move back looking around,

Calm down it's just me, you've been sleep for a really long time I didn't want to bother you, you looked very tired. He said in a low voice. I scrunched up my eyebrows wondering how longer I've been asleep.

Since yesterday morning. Huh? I look up at him a bit confused at what He just said.

It's 12 o'clock you've been sleep since yesterday morning sweetie.
Wha- h-how did I sleep that long I think that's the longest I've ever slept in my life.

Come on. Get up you're leaving this room and that's final. You can't stay cooped up all the time. He says to me like he won't take no for an answer. I slowly get up still keeping a safe distance away and scurry over to grab some clothes and take a shower, when I'm done I walk out and he's still sitting there waiting for me like I was going to back out or something, pft, as if I'm not a scared little baby who's gonna stay cooped up, pft, nope not me.

He quickly got to his feet and stuck his hand out and I flinched back closing my eyes with my arms up to protect me in some way, and he slowly pulled his arm back to his side and apologized, and preceded to walk ahead as I  followed a few feet behind him.

Walking down a long hallway towards some stairs I see a lot of pack members just lounging around. They all look my way and stare, but all their heads turn sharply at the sound of a growl, which so happens to be coming from my "mate". He continues to walk and take me goddess know where in this enormous house.