MISS BADASS

Chapter 20

A/N: Pic of Bethany
Beth
I drove away I was so pissed. I came to a stop light and slammed on the brakes hard. And I began to think. What if he killed my sister already? If she's died then I'm the only one who's left in my family. I snapped out of thought because someone was honking their horn. I drove to the store and grabbed some stuff new Converse, some black jeans, food, and black hair dye because my hair is getting nasty since I dyed it purple. I got home and cleaned and put the groceries away. I began dying my hair.

3 hours later...

Dean-
I can't believe Bethany killed Cody right in front of me and then left me there alone. I ran away from the scene as quickly as possible due to the police sirens. I caught a cab and now I'm at home. I walk into the house it was spotless. My stomach growled as I approached the kitchen. I walked in to see Bethany in the living room eating a sandwich and a beer. I look down after what happened back there with Cody. I didn't think she would come back here. I started making a pb&j sandwich. Bethany's phone went off as I ignored the conversation not wanting any attention from her. 

Beth~
Dean got home and I ignored him my anger was still pumping throw my veins. I was watching teen wolf my phone went off. The screen said aunt cassie. I slid the screen "Hello?"

"Hey, Bethany is Dean there?" She said sobbing. Is she crying? "Uh yeah, he's here," I say. "Can I talk to him, sweety?" She asks. What? She has never called me sweety ever. And why does she want to talk to that asshole? "Uh yeah sure hold on" I walk over to Dean and he gives me that face like 'What?' 

"It's for you," I said passing my phone to him. He was standing there listening and then ended the call. His face was pale and looked like he was going to sick. He dropped my phone on the floor. "What the hell is your problem?!" I say picking it up to see my screen cracked. "Hello?! Are you going to tell me why you dropped my phone?" I yell waving my hand in his face. I put my phone down looking at it. Catching me off guard Dean pinned me against the wall.

"It's all your fault," He pissed off. 

"What why is it my fault?" I say in a raspy voice. 

"Because you killed Cody now they killed my parents. You see Bethany, you fucked everything up. I was only on Cody's side so I can save your sister for you" He says. What?! He never told me. He was going to save my sister! 

He held my wrist tighter against the wall making me wince. I caught the mixed emotions in his eyes. The fear and sadness he has. He finally let me go and my wrists were throbbing from my circulation almost being cut off. Before I could fully walk away Dean grabbed my arm pulled me to him and began to kiss me. I froze like a dead fish. I didn't kiss him back because I'm with Cole. He pulled away and said "Bethany I'm really f*cking sorry about everything. I never wanted to hurt you, all I wanted to do was help. Beth, please forgive me. The only reason why I wanted to help so badly was because I love you. I'm sorry," He sighed on the last part. He was looking in my eyes for an answer. I could tell he cares but I can't just forgive so quickly. 

"I don't care" I yanked my arm away from his hold and headed for the basement.

I can't show my pain because my dad told me this when I was little "Don't show emotion it'll only make you weak. Keep your head held up high because if you don't your crown will fall off. I love you with my heart princess." I felt a tear go done my cheek. I miss Dad and Mom so much. I have to stay strong. 

I won't let you down Dad, I promise.