My Fucked Up Love

Chapter 3

We go and stand in line as were getting stuff to eat and I see him again Becca honestly points in out Hey look there's your true love. oh shut up ok I'm so done with this. fine whatever I was just trying to be funny don't got to get all butt hurt. you know what its whatever okay I say as I pull up the sleeves to my hoodie. hey Raven food is $10 do you have an extra 3? yeah here I think of my purse and hand it to Becca. where do you want to stand while we eat our food cuz I don't want to sit down says Becca? well I guess we can go stand over in the shade because the Sun is hot as hell. I guess fine whatever lets go stay in the shade. As we eat Martha goes on and on about all the guys she's talking to and how she hopes to hang out with today. I tried to tune her out but it's really difficult cuz her voice is so damn annoying. oh my God look oh my God look!! says Martha really fast what is it like he's walking over here. who's walking over here? I ask Martha that guy that you've been talking all damn day he's walking over here. really are you serious? I try not to look but I can't resist and I turn around oh my god he is walking over here! I'm mentally screaming in my head what am I going to do oh god. I'm not ready I can't talk to him what what am I going to do I think about I just got to run away. too late he's already over here! I feel the room spinning I don't know if I'm going to faint or just vomit oh god here it goes!