My Fucked Up Love

Chapter 5

Hey do you want to go sit over there. He points to this big oak tree with a lot of shade. Yeah... it is so hot I say we walk over there and sit down. So tell me about yourself he says. Oh goodness, like what, I say. You know just anything. We can talk about whatever you want. Well you know I rather talk about you. Oh really, he said. Yeah, I mean why did you even come up and talk to us? Well I mean I already passed you guys a couple of times and I thought hey why don't I just go talk to them. Wow I would've never have done that. I say as I laughed. Why not? he says. Well you know people kind of scare me. What do you mean? he says. Well I feel judging me and I should just hide away. Well that's no fun. How do you expect to meet new people? Well I don't. That's the point. So do you live around here? I ask. Actually yeah, it's just down the road is called I think it's called like Alex road or something like that. NO WAY!!! I yell. What? he laughs That's where I live lol. That's awesome. he says Where at? Well its by the big farm house you know. That's not that far away it's like two miles. That's crazy lol. I can't believe you live down there nobody ever lives down there. Maybe we could like hang out or whatever. That would be great I say and I blush and look down. You know you're so pretty when you do that. he says. I blush even harder. What? yeah you know you're like very beautiful. I laugh ya okay. What? Its the truth. You should know you are. Ya you know you see Becca's beautiful she's the pretty one. You must have something wrong with your eyes. He tilts my head up and kisses me. I'm pretty sure its you my face turned so red it's like a fire truck. I look away that did not just happen. I'm sorry. Should have I not done that he stutters a little. No no its fine I like it is just that was my first kiss. He blushes. Oh so you must still be a virgin too huh. Oh my gosh I am mentally screaming he did not just ask that. Yeah I say and look away. No that's perfectly fine don't be ashamed. I'm not it's just kind of embarrassing that you ask that. Oh well will this make it better he says as he kisses me again. We kiss for a little bit, and then we pull away. I'm sorry if I'm a bad kisser. No you're amazing. I want to keep doing it he says as he leans in for more kissing. He pulled me onto his lap and I feel like I've done this so many times before. Its just natural I bite his lip and pull it and he grabs my sides. I don't think you should do that again he says as he looks away. do you not like that? I'm sorry. Oh no I love that, I just don't want to hurt you.

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