Acting job

Chapter 1- Unemployment

                           Jay's POV

I was sitting on my bed getting ready to watch supernatural. I haven't gotten a call from my agent Chris in forever. The last job I've had was a commercial for toothpaste. I still remember my lines. Keep you're mouth fresh, don't worry about the rest! I thought it was weird how I had to wear a tooth costume. Worst job ever. I wish I had a job like Sam and Dean. I could steal money and if I got caught, I knew how to get out of that situation. Jared and Jensen are so lucky to have that job for ten years. I can't keep a job for three weeks. One of my goals is to be on supernatural. If only I had a better agent, maybe it was possible. Who am I kidding, it's my fault I don't have the talent. Look at Misha. He was suppose to be a guest star for only three episodes. Now he's been in seven seasons! Misha's my favorite out of Jensen and Jared. He's funny, talented, and kind hearted. I wish guys were like him. If only Cas could pull me out of this unemployment Hell. Then we would fall in love and people would ship US. Don't get me wrong I love Destiel. I just wish it was me and Cas. Then it would be Jaystiel. I fantasize a little bit more on the subject, but then I go back to my episode. I wanted to start over so now I'm on season 2 episode 22. It killed me to see Sam dead and Dean calling out his name. I feel bad when I think that Sam is going feel the same way in the last episode of season three. My favorite episode of all time is season four episode one. I get all exited when the barn roof starts shaking. I get chills when I see Castiel walking in. I think it's funny when they try to stab him. They were so clueless back then. I feel like a proud mother now watching season ten. They look so grown, but all hope is lost. My friend hope calls me. "Hey what are yo- wait let me guess, watching supernatural?" Hope said. "You're good, but what episode?" I said. "Obviously season four episode one, your favorite." She said. "Ok maybe." I said. We talked more about supernatural and my job, well my dream. "So how's the acting job coming along, are you on supernatural yet?!" Hope said excitedly. "I don't think I'll ever reach my goal on being on supernatural." I said sadly. Hope and I have been watching the show together ever since it was on television. It was how we bonded. If either one of us were sad, we would watch the show together and the pain would go away. I had a lot of problems in my life. Supernatural was one of the ways I got rid of them. Sometimes, when a person hurt my feelings, I would pretend they were a demon just to throw holy water at their face. I wasn't like the other kids. They wanted To be Disney princesses. I wanted to be a demon hunter. I got many months of therapy because my parents were confused by my choices. They wanted me to be a girly girl, but they failed. I hated pink, ballerinas, Disney, and rainbows. I felt sometimes. I tried to be what they wanted, but it never worked. They enrolled me in a ballet class. Hope was in it too, but all she did was took pictures. Hope is now a professional photographer. If I ever get on supernatural, she wants to come with me so she can take pictures for her magazine "Geek Chic." I'm proud of all the work she's done. She's been on the set of Once upon a time, True blood, and Glee just to take pictures. To be honest I'm kinda jealous of all the work shes done, but Hope doesn't know that. I have been trying for years to catch a break. I've been to many auditions and experienced a lot of disappointment. I just feel like I do so much and I never get recognized for my talents. Don't get me wrong I love Hope, but I just want to get noticed. All of a sudden I get a call from my agent. "Hey Jay!" He said sounding like he was exited for something. "Hey Chris! Did you find me a job?" I said. "You know that show you've been wanting to go on?" He said. "Yes...why?" I said sounding curious. "Well there's an opening part for Castiel's niece and you would be perfect for it!" He said. "So... do you want to do it?" "Yes yes a thousand times yes!" I said. I finally did it! All the work has payed off. I'm finally following my dreams!

Hey guys! This is my first fan fiction ever. I really hope you like it! -Jaylinn