He felt awful but at the same time he was proud. Proud of his girl. She wasn’t responding. She is strong. She has been through so many things but she never gave up. Yes. She was afraid to fall in love but that’s where he comes in. She hasn’t opened herself to him yet. At least not completely. She keeps most things to herself because she simply doesn’t want to annoy and bother people with her past and her problems. She will keep it inside and then pretend everything is fine. They fought so many times for that only. Yet she still does it. He will change her. He will fix her. He will break the ones who broke her and take care of her. He wants to gives her everything but take everything from her at the same time. She does too. Mutual feelings.
He thought about defending her but that would end up with them fighting again. She is independent, she does not want her boyfriend or future husband to help her. She can take care of herself just like she did million times before. He would try and talk to her tomorrow. He turned off her alarm and placed the laptop on his night stand. He switch off the light and cuddled with her till he got comfortable. Spooning her at the moment as she curved her lips on a smile just the second he touched her, she felt warm again. Safe and loved. He smiled at her, more tears forming and finally travelling down and left his cheeks.
He was and he is proud that she is so strong. He wished to find out everything, from her. Not her closest friends. Her best friends knew almost everything. She never opens much to anybody. He needs to break her final wall. He is so close. He knows. The key is pure love. Pure, true and honest love. That’s what she likes. Truth. Honesty. A fairytale in one word. She lives in her own world which is constantly attacked by the harsh reality. She strongly dislikes lies, and he is already informed. He is honest. He is real. Her fairytale comes to life, step by step. But is this going to last? Will he betray her? She is scared, but at the same time she knows the answer. Every time she is looking into his eyes; she knows.
He quietly sobbed, trying to figure out a solution. He desperately wanted to help, but was there a solution? Could he solve this? It’s not an algebraic equation. It’s life, reality! Could he win against the world? Would he go that far for a girl? No! She is not just a girl. She is… his everything, his reason to live.
He loves her…
