He shouldn't of came

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Dean's POV-

He's back... my suppose to be dead boyfriend is back and is acting like nothing ever happened. I was looking at him and he looked back at and smiled, "Hello dean." I looked at him in disbelief. How could he act like he nothing has happened and act all happy? " No..." I said in a quiet whisper. He looked at me in confusion, "What do you no?" Sam looked at me in worry; oh I forgot he was here for a minute. "What I mean by no is that he can't just come in here acting like nothing ever fucking happened." "Dean calm do..." "No don't tell me to calm down! He can't just come back here and do this to me! He doesn't know what the hell he put me through, He put me through hell." With that I turned around and fast walked into my room far away from that fricking angel as possible. When I got to my room all the tears I had been holding in from the time he flew in fell from my eyes in small rivers. Then all of sudden I wasn't just sad I got really mad and picked up my lamp and throw it across the room. Then I heard what I didn't want to hear angel wings. I closed my eyes and slowly turned around. "Hello Castiel." I said, "How wonderful to see you in my private space." I said sarcastically. He walked over to me and tilted my head up by my chin. "Dean, what is wrong? Why are you ignoring me all of sudden?" He said with that adorable confused puppy face... I shuck my head in disappointment. No Dean he left you, you can't call him adorable. I pulled away from him and turned away from him. "You think you can come back and we can be together again and every thing will be happy go lucky? That I can just forget that you left and died?" I could tell he that he wanted to say something but I started up again,
"Castiel you left me heart broken and I was... I was going to kill my self just to be with you again. Even if it meant leaving my brother." I sat down and he sat down besides me frowning. "Sam stopped me you know?" He looked at me confused, "What do you mean?" "What I mean is that I was laying in bed slowly killed my self by not showering and by not eating or drinking anything but water. He finally got me out of that horrible depression and then you decide to come back." I slowly looked at him and saw that he had tears in his eyes. I laughed bitterly "No don't even start to cry. You don't deserve to cry after what you did to me." He finally said "Dean I know you may not forgive and I understand that, but I wish you would listen to why I left in the first place. If you don't want to know, fine, I wont say anything and I will leave and never come back. I can see on your face you do want me to take leave so I will, but so you know... Whenever you need me just pray and I'll be right there. I will drop everything and be there in an instant. Dean I still love you and I will do anything to protect you, even if that means getting my self killed in the process." With that he left only leaving behind a black feather on my pillow that I could swear I could hear angels singing.

Hey guys!

I finally updated this one shot and I hope you enjoyed, because I know I did! After this there will only be one more chapter and then I'm done with this story. I hope you like it. Like and comment what you think I should do in the next chapter. Love you. Also i know it is short it will be long next time.

Bye-Bye Turtles! 



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