you know when you're just so bored that you focus on one little thing, like a desk or a pen, and everything around you doesn't matter. all the noise become silence and every other object becomes a blur.
well that's exactly what I was doing right now in school.
it was the last period of the first day of school and let's just say my schedule was exceptional. I had about 3 classes with my boyfriend, Ashton, 3 with my best friend, calum, 2 with Michael, who, I guess, you could say was a friend, but not really. and Most of my classes with Luke who was the shyest person I have ever met. He never talks, which has led to me to where I am now.
day dreaming.
day dreaming of me and Ashton fucking after school.
as I was drooling over the dream, I felt a tap on shoulder.
"Isabelle" someone whispered to me
"huh?" I snapped out of my daze and found that Luke was the one who had spoke to me, surprisingly.
"the homework" he passes me a sheet and looked down, not saying another word.
"thanks.." I mumbled quietly to myself, not even bothering to start a conversation that he wouldn't carry one, only replying with one word answers or mumbles.
and then the bell finally rung for lunch.
Luke ran out the classroom not bothering to wait for me.
"okay then" I sighed walking to my locker slowly, today, I honestly just wasn't feeling it.
And it wasn't my period, I got that already this month, maybe I was ovulating, I'd have to check my calendar.
"hey babe" Ashton embraced me in a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"hey ash" I smiled
"you're coming over after school, right baby girl?"
"'course" I winked
"good, catch up with you later, Michael's waiting for me at his locker" he kissed me one last time before running off.
I collected my thing from my locker and slowly made my way to the cafeteria, where calum was hopefully waiting for me.
"Belle! over here" I heard Calum yell.
he was sitting at our usual table, the big table in the middle of the cafeteria. i guess you could call us popular, calum, Mikey, Ashton and Luke were the popular guys, mainly because of there band, plus Calum was the best player on the soccer team.
And I guess i was part of the girl 'popular group'. what probably had the most to do with my popularity was that I was friends with the guys, or that I was extremely nice. I just hoped it wasn't because of my appearance.
I wouldn't call myself gorgeous or beautiful, I had plain brown hair that went down to the end of my ribs and brown eyes that were more on the small side. and one word I wouldn't use to do describe myself is skinny, I always thought I was fat but to everyone else I'm "body goals" but I don't think so. I was 132lbs by the 7th grade. of course I lost weight but it was only like 10 pounds, at most. but everyone insists I am skinny.
I honestly don't care if people think I'm skinny or not. I have learned to love my body. I love it just the way it is, and that's how it should be.
at the table, calum, Luke, ash, Mikey and my best (girl) friend, Alice was already sitting there.
I ran over to my friends and sat in between calum and Alice.
I've been friends with calum since, well basically since I was born. Joy, calums mom, and my mom had been friends in college, and being best friends they decided to live right next to each other so one day their kids, me and calum, could be best friends one day just like them. Which even though we were next door neighbors, I think we would've ended up being as close as we are now, considering our parents were very close.
