Secrets (L x Light)

The Begining

I should have never picked that notebook up! Baka! Baka! Baka! I think to myself. If I hadn't picked up that stupid Death Note, this idiot Misa would leave me alone.

  "Yagami?" L startles me from my thoughts. "Yeah. What is it?" I ask him. Man, why is he always eating cake or chocolate??? He looks me dead in the eyes. It's as if he's trying to make me as uncomfortable as possible. "We planted some cameras in the suspected building. The meeting is taking place now." His gaze lingers on me for a second, then he turns back to the screen. I seat my self next to Ryuzaki. As I gaze up at the screen, Matsuda sits next to me. I sigh. Leave it up to Matsuda to ruin things for me.

  I focus on the screen, but my mind is occupied. How am I supposed to get out of this Kira deal? I can't deny the fact that I want the power of the Death Note, but are my feelings stronger than my desire for power? Why is everything so complicated? I must look very frustrated because Father places his hand on my shoulder. He says " It's okay son, we're going to catch Kira." "I know we are Father." I reply. Suddenly I see something in the corner move.

A man in a suit walks in and places his briefcase down. About a dozen more men dressed similarly follow. They carry nothing in their hands. My eyes flick over to L, who is scanning the screen, picking up every detail. I shift my eyes back to the screen, but before I do, I see L, I mean, Ryuzaki glimpse over at me. Suddenly I don't know what to do.