From mind to paper

-Living Masterpiece-

She took the knife to her wrist,

ready to surrender.

But, He saw the importance and didn't want to end her.

She felt she couldn't live the life she had been given;

Wasn't pleased with the point to which she had been driven.

A blade and a man were her latest addiction.

"No one will love me." was her only prediction.

"Oh, but, my dear girl, you have importance."

"NO! I will never experience competence."

As she fought with herself she suddenly remembered: A day In church; She was a member.

I doubt that after all that I've done he still loves me." Was an awful thought that she had.

He leans in and whispers: "I love you no matter how much bad."

Still, as the blade inched closer she was ready;

Her mind was racing, she couldnt think steady.

The only man she experienced was on a bed.

Now there's a man who connects to both heart and head.

"I have a purpose!" She screams and throws the blade.

I'm tired of being played like a spade.

After cleaning herself up, she prats for forgiveness.

She prays for the strength to stop all og the evil.

And, of course she is granted.

"If you ask you shall receive."

-Fade Away-

Gorgeous Eyes, Big thighs.

Nice features, lotsa lies.

She has to cover up and hide,

fot if someone knows it will be worse.

She often wonders why it's her who's been cursed.

She feels gross and fat, but she's aware.

She hates that she can feel the stares.

She sits back and listens to the whispers:

Emo, ugly, worthless.

She wishes to fade away, but it's hard.

The laughs rip through her like a shard.

She's done nothing wrong, but her looks seem to be enough.

Until one day, all it takes is some white stuff..

Just a few grams, it couldn't hurt.

But, maybe it could..

Her mother walks into her room to the horrific scene.

The white stuff gave her courage.

Courage to use the rope.

Courage to end something beautiful.

It was over.

The snickers, the laughs, the bullies, the poverty, the weight, the insecurities, and she just faded away...