My Rockstar

Hes Back

"Shit shit shit shit! This can't fucking be happening..." I whisper under my breath as I make my way through the crowd of people and out the door of the mall.

I heard him yelling my name but I couldn't face him. I would cry, shit I'm already crying.

"Anna! Anna come back please!" Somehow his voice had risen over the screams of the teenage girls surrounding him.

I paused, but only for a split second before continuing to run to my car. There was no way he could get past his fans.

Knowing this I got in my car and just sat there crying for what seemed like forever.

**Two days earlier**

"Yeah yeah whatever." I chuckled as my best friend, Jake, went on about how rose and jack could have just both gotten on the door and survived.

"That's not the point of the story though. The point is that he dies for her out of pure love" I smiled at the thought. Ugh I'm too sappy.

Jake shrugged "Pfft. He just wanted to get in her pants" he threw popcorn at me.

I rolled my eyes and changed the channel on my small TV.

The news turned on and I my stomach flipped when I saw who was on the screen.

"-ndy Biersack will be coming back to his hometown in Cincinnati, Ohio tomorrow!" The screen turned black and I felt arms reach around me.

"Shh stop crying" Jake whispered. Was I crying?

I put my hand to my face, only to realize it was wet.

"I-im sorry" my voice sounded more weak than I thought it would.

"Don't apologize for him breaking your heart" He let me go and stood up.

"Hes the one who cheated on you with Juliet. Hes the one who left you to go on tour after you gave him a second chance! He doesn't deserve you Anna!" Jake said it so fast, he seemed out of breath.

Everything he said was true. Except the last part. I didn't deserve him.

He was a rock star. He moved onto bigger and better things, and in order to do that he had to break my heart and leave me.

"Jake sit down. You can't make me feel better. But I'm used to it" I shrugged.

Jake sat next to me and shook his head. "He really fucked you up didn't he?"

I felt like my mouth refused to open with a response. I just felt like laying down and sleeping forever.

Something broke a little more in me in that moment. I think Jake sensed that because he picked me up and walked me to my room before laying me down and tucking me in.

"I'll see you tomorrow Anna. Please try not to think about it?" He smiled and kissed my forehead before leaving my room.

There was no way I could just not think about it... I loved him. I still do. I think about him everyday. His cheek bones. His hair. His lips... I used to kiss them everyday but since he left my lips felt cold and empty.

The last thing I remember before falling asleep was the thought of him coming back to Ohio and coming straight to me. I believe in a lot of things but even I knew that wouldn't happen.

A/N okay I know this is hella short and I'll make them longer as I go along. I wanna hear your feed back. Should I continue?