Kiss You (Niall Horan Fan-Fiction) *famous*

Chapter 16: Wasted.

*Jewel's POV* 

My life is ruined if I'm pregnant, I thought to myself. I was sitting at the table with my cup of warm tea.. Thinking of all the mistakes I did. Niall came into the room, he looked at me and stared right back down. His shirt was off and he was only in his boxers. His v-line caught my eye right away. I ran over to him and gave him a hug. I held him so tight. I cried in his arms. He kissed my head and held me for a while. I couldn't stop crying. I was taking really heavy breaths and couldn't breathe...

"Baby, your future is so bright. Trust me, a baby won't change your life if you have one. It may change for one college year.. But you can always go back. Trust me baby, it will be better... Maybe not now, but sooner or later it will." Niall told me.

I can always count on him to make me feel a lot better about myself. He makes me so happy, but we both fucked up with out future.. He has to go on tour soon, and i have to get ready for college.. Please, God, i dont want to have a baby.

*Niall's POV*

All i can say is i never wish we had sex. I ruined Jewel's life so bad, theres nothing left of me. I'm so scared. I'd have to leave the band and start a life with Jewel... And I dont want to do that. I want to stay famous with my boys... and be able to support her. Im so torn between two things I love.

"Babe..." Jewel looked up at me. I looked back at her and kissed her forehead. 

"Yes...?" I answered.

"I'm so scared..." She said. I held her tighter than anything. I couldnt let go, she was too upset for me to let go. She was still crying. I couldn't say anything except one thing.

"Jewel, in a couple months we're going to the doctors... to see if your pregnant... If you are... Im with you a hundred percent, if your not, we'll go our seperate ways.." I told her. She nodded in agreement.. I was hoping she wouldn't have nodded...