Oh, What's The Song~

Worsen During The Song Process~

"What the hell did I do?" John pushed Paul off and stared into his eyes for the answer. Paul fixed his eyes on the needle on the counter. John turned his head to see the shiny needle on the counter.

"Holy shit…" John added and fell to the ground with Paul still staring at him. "What did I do Paul? Answer me!" John screamed and tears suddenly feel down his eyes. Ringo stared at George with tears and George covered his face. 

"You almost hurt us, more importantly yourself John. Never fucking does that again. Please I beg of you."  Paul spoke and covered his face and cleared his tears. John looked at everyone as tears fell down from each of their eyes. 

"But, what did I do?" John said suddenly feeling pain on his arm. John looked down on his arm to see a long cut mark that seemed to come from the shiny needle. 

"John, you tried to keep going, you did anything for it." Paul said as he pushed his hair back from his face. "Touch your neck…" Paul added and turned his head away. John quickly rubbed his hand over it and felt something warm on his hand.

"It's Blood?" John said as he gave another look at his hand and noticed nothing but pure red liquid oozing from his neck. He pushed himself back quickly and noticed another needle on the floor near him.

John quickly got up from the floor and rushed to get a towel to stop the bleeding. As soon as he grabbed the towel he turned back to face Paul. Paul's eyes were filled with fear and sorrow.

"John love, are you okay?" Paul asked moving closer to John, placing his hand on the towel as well. 

"I'm fine now…" John said and pushed Paul's hand away. John grabbed the towel and began to wipe the wound where the blood was flowing from. John suddenly felt a jolt of energy from the drug and quickly threw the bloody towel on the floor. "Happiness is a warm gun Paulie." John said turning around to face Paul again. John showed a scary grin on his face that scared Paul even more.

"Damnit John… Why did you do this?" Paul mumbled as he looked at John's eyes again. 

"When I hold you, in my arm…" John spoke smiling and grabbed the needle from the floor and suddenly held it against his arm.

"John! What the fuck!" Paul yelled as Ringo and George covered their mouths in shock. Paul quickly tackled John to the floor knocking the needle out of his reach. "John? I thought you were okay?" Paul repeated as tears flew down his face like a waterfall. John looked up at Paul's wet face and evilly laughed.

"Silly Paulie, I'm happy and fine." John added as he fixed his glasses for the fourth time during the conversation. "I'm getting better…" John said lying to Paul and smiled with his bloodshot eyes. "But why won't you let me shoot it up?" John asked grabbing Paul's shirt. 

"John, I don't want you to lose it, like you are now…" Paul sighed as he pushed John away from him. John looked at Paul with a warming smile. 

"I'm so sorry love…" John said putting his head into his hands. Paul turned his head from John and walked away into the studio. John laughed as he saw his best friend leave into another room.

"John! What the fuck man!!" Ringo yelled and hopped off the couch again to walk to John. Ringo grabbed John's shirt. 

"What Ringo?" John said giggling at the feeling of his shirt being grabbed. Ringo looked at John with water in his eyes.

"John. I thought you were better than that…" Ringo spoke softly and released John's shirt so he could walk away. Just so John wouldn't get any ideas Ringo picked up the needle that Paul knocked down and threw it away.