Harry's girl (a harry styles fanfic)

Unfair

Tiffany's P.O.V

I hear the doorbell ring, so I get up to open It. I walk out of the living room, and to our big front entrance. I pull open the door, and I see Harry standing there, but he looks... different somehow. "Hey" I say. "Hi" he mumbles not making eye contact with me. "wHarry what's wrong? do you want to come in?" I ask him trying to read his face. "No, I just need to do this" he says more to himself than me. "Tiffany, we can't be together anymore" he says. In that second I feel my heart hit the floor, and my mouth goes dry. Tears brim my eyes all ready "what, Harry why?" I manage to push out of my mouth. "Look Tiffany, I don't really want to discuss this" he says looking at the ground. "But.. what did I do? what do I need to change? Harry I can't lose you!" I say while the tears run down my face.

Harry's P.O.V

"But.. what did I do? what do I need to change? Harry I can't lose you!" Tiffany exclaims. Hearing her like this makes me want to hold her, she looks completely heart broken. I fucking hate life right now. "I guess we're not compatible" I say looking at the wall behind her. "Harry pl.ease!" she pleads not even caring that all her makeup is running down her cheeks "Look, I don't really want to talk about It, so I guess I'll see you around" I say simply trying not to drag this out. "O-okay" she says looking at the ground, as tears drop down her face.

Tiffany's P.O.V

Harry turns from me and starts his way down my driveway. I moved to a different country for him! How could he do this! I open the door, and after I close It I slide down its smooth surface. The tears fall freely down my face. I hear someone come down the stairs, but I don't bother look up. "Tiffany? oh my gosh, what's wrong" I hear Ashley ask. "He.. He broke up with me!" I sob. "What!? I'll rip his heart out I swear to fucking god" Ashley says sitting beside me. "Did he tell you why?" she asks me. "No! He just said that he didn't think that we're compatible" I say. "Ashley do you think that there's something wrong with me?" I ask her as another soft sob escapes my lips. "Tiffany! of course there's nothing wrong with you! Why would you even think that?!" she asks me. "None of my relationships work. Noah thinks I'm a bitch, and so does Harry" I say wiping one side of my face with shaky fingers. "Tiffany Harry doesn't think you're a bitch. Noah Is just a completely different story." she says. "Then why the fuck did he just break up with me?!" I say as more tears fall. I hear more footsteps and I look up to see Jordan. "What's wrong with you?" he asks. "Harry broke up with me" I mumble. "Harry made you cry like that?" he asks. I nod "That fucking bastard!" Jordan says. "Come on Tiff, let's go find something to eat okay?" Ashley says standing up. I grab her hand and stand up. "I'm not really hungry" I say brushing past her and my brother. Jordan grabs my arm as I walk by "Tiff, keep it clean okay?" he says looking right into my eyes. I give him a small nod and continue to my room. After closing the door, I can already see my Twitter exploding. How did they find out so fast? I scroll through some of the tweets and comments. "I'm so glad you two broke up you're so ugly!" "So fucking happy, Tarry was the worst!!!" "Took long enough, that skank was so gross!!" I lock my phone and wipe some more tears off my face. In a blindness that's mixed with anger and sadness I start rifling through my drawers, until I find my small pencil sharpener. I remove the blade and sit on my bed. I know Jordan said that I shouldn't but how can I not? It's very clear that there's something wrong with me. I drag the silver object over my wrist. And to think, the scars were finally fading. I watch the scarlet lines appear over my arms. The door suddenly bursts open and I see Jordan standing there. I drop the blade and stare wide eyed. "Tiffany! You promised you wouldn't do this again!" He says running into my bathroom. He comes back out with a towel, and Tanya also enters my room. "I... I just couldn't help It" I say, while Jordan dabs my arm with the towel. I hear a soft knock on my door, and Tanya turns around. "Oh hey Cole" she says. Why'd it have to be him, he's so innocent. "What's wrong with Tiffany? Why is her arm bleeding?" he says panic becoming clear in his voice. "Oh she cut herself while cooking" Ashley covers for me. "Why don't you go play video games buddy, I'll come see you later" I say with a weak smile. I see him get teary eyed. "It's fine bud, come on" Ashley says walking him out of my room. "How deep did you cut Tiff? You're really bleeding" Jordan says pressing the towel harder. "I-I didn't think It was t-that deep" I say. Ashley re enters my room and Jordan looks up. "Go grab me gauze and tape" he says, with a certain panic. "I'll be right back" Ashley says running to get them. She returns and Jordan wraps my arm up tightly. "I'm going to go check on Cole" Jordan says leaving my room. Ashley sits down beside me "It's going to be okay Tiff" she says hugging me. I just shake my head not being able to speak over the lump forming in my throat. Ashley hugs me, and I wrap my good arm around her back. " It's fine, its fine." she says rubbing my back. Jordan re enters my room and Ashley and I stop hugging. "He's pretty upset." he says. "I'll go see him, just let me change" I say quietly. Jordan nods and Ashley follows him out of the room. I put a pair of shorts and a tank top on. I walk out of my room and down the hallway to Cole's room. I knock softly and open the door "Hey buddy" I say trying to sound happy. "Hi" he mumbles. I walk in and sit beside him on his bed. "I know you didn't cut yourself while cooking" he says looking at me. "You know I'm not seven anymore, I'm almost in high school!" he says. "I know, I know, I just don't like you seeing me like this" I say starting to feel ashamed. I feel the tears sneak up on me again. "Why'd you do it?" Cole asks me quietly. "Harry and I.." I trail off, because the lump in my throat is making It hard to talk. Instead of saying anything Cole just hugs me. It's kind of an awkward hug because he's almost my height, and he's hugging me from the side. I put one arm around his shoulders. "Can I sleep with you tonight bud?" I ask him feeling like a child. Cole nods and I lay down on his soft bed. Cole and I've always been close, since my parents weren't around a lot. I fall asleep within a few minutes.

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sad chapter :( But seriously self harm isn't taken lightly. If any of you are self harming or struggling with depression, kik me @maddy2244 and follow Mine and @heyitsrya's instagram heretwohelp.

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