RAGNAROK Virtual Online: Legend of Deian

Volume 01 - Chapter 05: "Liberation"

What are the difference of reality to virtual?

How can one say it is not while not proving anything?

Those are the questions that I needed to answer myself.

What kind of path do I have in front of me?

I should find out myself. Without regrets.

I will live through this game to find out.

My parents did warn me once.

It is already been 1 week since I started playing Ragnarok VR Online.

I was so captivated by its wonder and genius.

I cant even stop myself playing it the whole week. It became my life in an instant that made my parents warn me and advised me to stop for a while and do some other things.

But I cant.

I am rebellious I believe.

But this once, I will because this is my dream come true if, my wish.

I had even a rough time hanging out with them and having conversations with them just because they always reminded me of something that I don't even want to hear from them that it became an annoying thing for me.

i was annoyed by their rants and advices.

It is very suffocating,

"Fuck This Shit."

I said randomly while in my room thinking why so fast and why they do this to me.

I am paranoid I guess on some point but its not something to be worried about because I can still recognize my self.

But then on my hatred and darkness succumbed me. 

I thought of playing for hours to thinking of playing it forever and not logging out.

yes I thought of it many times and even right now, I am stil.

So for today, I logged in thought of not logging out for 1 week.

I am sure they will be worried if I dont get out of my room when they call so I prepared a voice machine recording just to make sure they'll think I am still alive and well.

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In front of Izlude's gate, I continued walking and killing porings and lunatics even Pupas.

Irritation drives me aggressively.

I became aggressive in my attacks that I did not think of the effect of it for me.

But anyway, it is still a game and its nothing but a Non-Serious type of game where our lives are not in the line unlike the things I watched in animes or movies.

I have gone back in the place where I almost meet my first death in the game but saved by a wondering novice like me.

When I realized and thought of it very carefully, I decided to improve my skills and stats while travelling.

I needed to be strong to become a top player that I have always wanted to become in any game that I play.

But here, there are no special items that can be bought through real money but needed hard work and In-Game Money to be bought some things that I could be needed. I need to be rich.

And to be rich, I needed to be strong.

To be able to hunt stronger monsters and get its drops, rare drops to be able to sell it in high price.

I needed to be strong.