Im back.

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Hello readers! First Thankyou for looking at my new book, it's actually my first book and I'm pre stressed about how it'll turn out but please be nice and hold back any nasty judgement or comments . I would love feedback on my work so far but please do not judge me or my writing. I hope you enjoy this book. Any names,characters or plots that are the same to a person in real life or any in other  books is purely a  coincidence and I'm very sorry if that is to happen- I would be grateful if you can let me know. I would also appreciate that NO ONE! Copies my writing , otherwise we're going to have a problem . If it's seen somewhere that my work is being copied PLEASE LET ME KNOW !! Please keep reading and I hope to be able to update it each week so I don't leave any of you waiting . Thankyou again :)


Tessa's pov:

"Today we remember Nicki Smith, who search for her body was closed after 1 year of no evidence of her living . The family grieves for her today as today it is 2 years since her suicide letters to her closest family members and friends of her committing suicide . It remains today that Nicki Smith who was only 15 years old's, body had not been found nor any evidence to say if she is still alive today- our only pray is that she found peace . "
I switched the television off and sat back down and blankly looked at the black screen.
"You ready to go Tes ?" Asked James the only guy in this world I trusted with my past and future. I gave a half nod and slowly stood up. James stepped in front of me and gave me a small smile before pulling me in for a very tight-cut my breath hug. I hugged him back just as tight. James had been there for what was meant to be the end of my life in this world. He was the one you had pulled me from the darkness , he was my light. Many would say we loved each other and were a couple but we weren't together , we just had an unbreakable bond full of love and trust. We held each other, well mostly he held me up. 2 years ago he had found me on the edge of that bridge , and my fall would been an immediate death the moment I hit the water, covered with nothing but sharp rocks and a fast current of water flowing down the rapid river. But he was there to pull me back and save me from something no one else could. I don't understand it myself -till this day I'm still confused and a bit dazed on how he made me see that death wasn't the answer and that I could begin a new life. From that day we had been inseparable. He helped me start fresh, a new life not far from where I grew up and a new name and identity- that I now knew of by heart. But today was a big day for me, I was returning to the exact same place I was given life and grew up. I was going to place I swore I would leave forever. But I'm returning with the only person who knew my true identity and every single detail of myself and my life in the past. I was safe with him and he would protect me.
Slowly letting go of me he looked down at me giving me a cheesy grin, that he knew I loved . James was very good looking - he is 18years old with his muscular frame and a tight 6 pack,  tanned skin, a strong jawline, tall but not to tall and he had scruffy light blond curls and green sparkling eyes. He was everything you wanted in a guy but I never saw him in a relationship way, we were more brother and sister.
I gave a small grin back.
" I'm so proud of you Tes I want you to know that, today is a big step for you but I promise I'll be there to support and love you. I won't let anything happen to you." He whispered searching my face for any signs that I was struggling . I was but I could get through this. My light green and half blue eyes met his. " I know you'll be there, thank you J" I whispered back. He leaned down and gave me a light kiss on my forehead .
" No need for thank you, you've said enough of those. Now come on it's time to move to our new home." He mumbled into my long and very straight  dark brown- almost black hair. He tugged on my hand and we left the house that I once had called home for these past 2 years. I was going back. A new person, a new identity.

So what does everyone think!? Good start? Hope you liked it :)

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