My brothers screams echoed in my head as the shot went off.. I screamed dropping on my knee's trying to stop the blood....
"Your worthless and weak- no one can love you! You dont deserve it. All You deserve is pain and hate. Why are you even here... go kill yourself... drownn ....die!"
Beep.beep.beep.
I held his my uncle's weak but once strong hand. He looked so pale- he looked like he was in pain.
God I loved him. " I love you...You will always be a father to me and I know I will always be the daughter you never had..." ...
...beeeeeeepppppppp___________
My screams of urgency would never leave me..
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"TES WAKE UP!!
Pulled from the horrors of my nightmares and drowning screams I jumped up from the bed. I felt a set of strong familiar , warm arms wrap around my stiff body protectively. James.
"Shh, shh it's okay, you're okay. Just breath " I took in a shallow breath. I wasn't there no more. I was here. I tried focusing on my breathing as James rocked me back and forth - the unstoppable tears streaming down my face.
"Sh, sh it's okay, it's over." Said James as he rested on his back, pulling me to his chest. " Just go back to sleep, I'm not going anywhere." James wiped my tears as he pulled my head softly in to the crook of his neck.
"I don't deserve you." I mumble as I let the darkness carry me away.
"That's where you're wrong, you deserve the world and more."
